[gooseCile]

greetings, dear friends! i am quite worried. there is something that is bothering me for some time now, and i was hoping that you can give me some guidance about this matter.

the thing is that everything is starting to look so unreal to me lately, as if the whole world is like some kind of huge holographic illusion. i mean i know the stuff i see or touch is real and solid, but a part of me is telling me that it is not real, and it is purposely designed to be that way. like a beeping red light inside my brain, telling me that there is something wrong here, something is out of place. i can't even explain how or why. can't describe the feeling neither, but it is there. the closest analogy i can make is it almost feels like i am watching a movie of myself. this sounds crazy but... i don't know. does my perception is playing some kind of tricks on me? honestly, i think that i am loosing my sanity.

if you have opinion or advice about this, please be so kind to share it with me. thank you!

best regards!