[Inettypofonee]

onepagelife,

what you describe sounds very familiar to what i've read of others' kundalini awakenings, where the actual physical world takes on the properties of a literal illusion. many "luminaries" describe similar disorienting experiences upon their awakening, some more 'severe' than others. i would say, to the best of your ability, trust the process and the source of the process, which after all is your own self. if what you are describing is what i suspect it to be (a kundalini awakening/initiation), things will even out over time and you'll learn to move through this somewhat "altered reality" quite naturally. if it feels too overwhelming, there are many experienced, awakened people who make themselves available to those moving through spiritual emergencies/emergences. also it might help to read about others' experiences of awakening to the illusiory nature of reality. pm me if you would like more information.

peace,

jellyfish