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thank you for sharing jivatman. yeah, for quite a few years now i felt that i wasn't from earth. i'm always looking up at the stars and i have a fascination with sci-fi movies and shows. the x-files, star trek and stargate sg-1 being some of my favorites.

it's funny ra mentions allergies because all my life i've had allergies and i continue to have them to this day. i know of nothing that will completely cure them except that claritin d will help some but won't due the job.

and i do try to help people awaken to what really is going on but it's hard. some people laugh at me. other get really made and call me an "idiot." then there are those like my friends who are right on the same page as me. they know the deception going on and ufo phenomena and know they are being played and lied to.

alex collier who is an andromeda/et contactee, said 2 things that have been making me question certain things.

1. why do you have to pay to live on a planet you were born on?

2. the earth religions are a belief system setup to control the masses.

now whether you believe in him or not those two comments among other things are very interesting if you think about. i wish i didn't have to work for money. i'm a freelance computer technician. i love fixing computers for people. i would do it for free but the powers that be setup this money system long ago to control the masses to where if you don't have money you but food and live under a roof with a bed.

of course i'm barely making ends meet while the elite are living in luxury from the billions of dollars they make.

now as far as religion, i was born and raised a christian but i don't attend church anymore. my dad used to convince me to go to church every sunday but i could never get into it for some reason. i still believe in the creator and pray for peace, love and unity for all mankind. i'm reading up on the history of religion and starting to realize their are so many references to aliens and ufo's. i consider myself more spiritual than anything else now.

@ltpg97

you sound like a wanderer. this would means that earth is not your native planet, but you chose to incarnate at this time in order to help others. the means of this help varies vastly because of the extreme variance of different planets/densities represented.

what all of these have in common is that they are vastly more harmonious and wise than earth. here's what ra says about it:

ra: i am ra. due to the extreme variance between the vibratory distortions of third density and those of the more dense densities, if you will, wanderers have as a general rule some form of handicap, difficulty, or feeling of alienation which is severe. the most common of these difficulties are alienation, the reaction against the planetary vibration by personality disorders, as you would call them, and body complex ailments indicating difficulty in adjustment to the planetary vibrations such as allergies, as you would call them.

note that there are a fairly large number of wanderers at this time. when ra was asked in 1981, he said 75 million.

and yes, i've actually felt this way from a very young age. for me, it mostly manifested itself as an extreme interest in almost all spiritual and religious topics. it was a slow and difficult realization that others didn't share this interest.