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as alan watts said, first you must go out of your mind to find sanity, or something like that. in any case, what you're experiencing is a reconnection to your true self. it's an identity change where you are letting go of illusion and connecting with reality in truth but it feels like you're letting go of reality in truth and becoming delusional.

i'll give you an example of how to understand this of how the different dimensions were created. imagine a cube in your mind made of nothing. you're just aware of the shape and the cube should be transparent. now, create 999 more cubes just like it...a row of 10 cubes length, then 10 rows of 10, and 10 stacks of planes of cubes to make one big cube out of the smaller ones. so now what do you have? one big cube? nope. you have 1000 cubes! the big cube is an illusion. the mind says 'the sum of all of the parts makes up the whole' and so it can believe that a bunch of parts is something. combined with the universal law of free will you can believe in the big cube, when it doesn't exist.

so, what's happening is you are beginning to see the difference between the one big cube and 1000 cubes perspective. you're whole life you believed you were the big cube, but are now realizing that the big cube doesn't exist (aka 'loosing your grip on reality') and that you are observing the big cube from the perspective of the tiny little 1000 cubes which are the only thing in existence. in other words, your identity changed. get used to it. this is what it means when enlightened masters say god is inward, your true nature is inside of yourself.