[fedordzen]

i just want to thank the op for asking the question that i should have to the right people. also like to thank all the wonderful people who posted advice here that has helped pull me out of a deep depression.

as soon as i remember that i just need to alter my perception of things, stop blaming everything for my depression, then i snap out of it. but why is it i always forget this? someone said something about these things being like an ebb and flow. sometimes i get the feeling the veil ebbs and flows with me at least. some days it seems so thin and others so thick i can't see whats right infront of me.

so again, thank you all. i bid you all great love and light.

kundalini