i wanted to say that i too have had amazing spiritual experiences, and insight by implementing the 12 steps into my life.i was guided to go to meetings by a loud booming voice which said...you will die if you keep doing what you are doing to yourself...i was at once woken from a deep sleep of which i was never the same....since i first went to a meeting when i was 16..i have to say that i owe my life and my spiritual foundation to these amazing steps.