[errolurberozy]

i am definitely having a nasty headache due to colds....i have a new job now....4 years in teaching and now a test development engr. at analog devices...now what is the connection ...i dont know...i read the books..jonathnls,runfs,illus.,baf,...and i sense a connection wth his practical albeit mystical in a way makeshift belief system...me im trying to live out how much i can give to my own family ..im 30 years old now ...and in a new industry like this one im in now ..i need all the bach thoughts i can remember...just to help me help ourselves.....its hard when youre a breadwinner...i want to win out on this....alll my family need is just a simple decent living...not worrying where the next can of baby milk will come from...i have my own path....or flight as bach would coin it..and the sad part is I and only I could do my part in this seemingly dogeatdog,,money driven money grabbing world....i will try to get my familys share......andhope i get it