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To continue, it bothers me that we have a perfectly good plan, we have done a lot of ground work and now it seems to fade away mystically. The point is, I've been the driving force for this company and I don't have any resources left so I can't live. I'm not being sissy about it, I mean there is absoutely 0 euros left for me after rent and food and utilities, I can't buy any service or anything else that would be considered a necessity, let alone do something with my family. It is no way to live, not anymore. I've paid my dues, this is when it has to start happening.

So it sucks if I get some menial job somewhere, thinking of all the cool things we could be doing, and how profitable they could be. Things could be worse. Many things though, so many things I've just added to this stack of hurt, thinking it's worth at the end. Now the stack is still there. The end isn't.