[Kthzltje]

Damn,

In my life alot is going on and the ones I like most.. well those have to endure it as well..
To make it short and not going to deep into the private details..

I have to do some things in my life to change as I am aware of them, those things are very hard to accomplish and does affect my mood and temper.. I'm trying to better myself as I know I have more in me than what I show. In small words I am not happy with who I am right now or how I live my life.

There are also some stresses to be added that came with my lifestyle..

People that give me advice, people that tell me their point of view, their thoughts.. I listen to them, but at the same time.. I treat them bad, specially when I "need" them and I expect them to be ready for me at 24/7 a day..

That's unfair of me to think, I am such an ass and it makes my feel sick sometimes.. I just hope to think that whatever may happen now, might be made up for in the future..

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Just had to relieve my heart here...

If you want to tell something, your story.. your thoughts or anything.. feel free to do so.