[medifastwoman]

I am very sick at the moment and have been plagued with pneumonia for 11 days now that I can get rid of. Going back to the doctor in the morning.

I have read on here that other people have used Reiki on themselves for self healing. This is something I am very interested in but do not know where to begin. I have also been told by my guide that I should be working as a healer, although, I don't know how I can practice being a healer when I am plagued with so many illnesses myself.

I am overweight, have diabetes II, a benign brain tumor that develops nerve issues, depression and chronic bronchitis/pneumonia. I have been shown my life map because I think I feared I was going to die early but I was shown that I actually am in the middle of my life span. I am 38 so that is good news but I am afraid that I am going to be plagued with something tough to fight if I don't start getting better. And, I figure the only way to begin is to begin inward...any advice or can you point me in the right direction.

I am a little emotional right now and could really use some advice. Thank you so much.