[kucheravka]

I started hCG last February and did awesome. I lost 21 pounds and felt amazing. I then tried to do the "Sugar-Free" experiment with a few other members to try and lose the same without hCG and had not so great results. I was left feeling confused and not losing anything.

I have since tried to do more rounds 3 to be exact and have cheated horribly and failed each time. I just started a new round in December (going to Vegas for my 40h with my best friends of 30 years) and did perfect the first week. I lost 9.4 pounds and got back to my LIW again. Well then the holiday came and the cheating began AGAIN. I was giving my injection everyday and cheating every day. What was the point.

I do not know why I cannot get back into the mental state I had the first time I did this. So, I took a couple days off the shots to regroup and started again yesterday and stayed on protocol. I woke up to a 1.2 pound loss. This is encouraging I know, but I want that mental feeling back that I had before all of the Sugar-Free experiment and everything that happened during and after that time. I feel like I was defeated and now I am never going to get to my goal. It has almost been a year.

Any words of advice would be appreciated. Thanks to all in advance.