[CtEkM8Vq]

Hi.
I was meditating the other night. I tried to focus, but my mind wanted to be silent and still. I let it happen. I was awake and aware of myself and my surroundings but in the meditation state. It felt amazing. Into it, I felt energy through me and it felt almost like a flying or swinging (the best ways I can describe it) and - I know I've talked about feeling like having a light shine on me in a darkened room with eyes closed-- this felt like warm bright sunshine all over me in a nighttime dark room.
This is a first and more pronounced than anything I have had before.
Lately, with the autowriting in practice, I've been getting new insights and inspirations.
Am I opening or developing more deeply? Am I shifting my consciousness?
Just trying to make sense of it.

One more thing: I keep getting that I am called to be an energy healer along with my other healing/health skills. I am a bit embarrassed about that. People may think it's weird. But that is a consistant message. I'm told that I will know how to do this. Myself, I am unsure of what that is or how anything I do is different that what others do.
I do know that I was feeling a God Energy come through me and into my hand energy centers. Still trying to get what I am to do and how to do the healing.

[Nautilus]

Hey there Drea.

First and foremost, feel not to be weird, that is just a way for others to express their lack of understanding, I think what gifts you have is an amazing revelation to who you are, keep enjoying it, and spreading the Love around.

With the other things, auto writing ( which I have enjoyed myself ) etc, I get the feeling that the more you open, and the higher you vibe, the clearer everything becomes........ I used to always try and analyse, gee how that would confuse me more.... but now I like to let things flow. We are all becoming aware, we are all shifting, and we are all awakening.

Enjoy the beauty of it all, and you will surely find that understanding what is happening, is really something that you already know about.

Many Blessings

Papa Bear

[rNr5Di3S]

You still doubt. You consistently ask "what is this?" "What does it mean?".

When you work toward growing, you have to just allow, and believe. You have trouble believing that you are. Doubts will keep you back. Stop. Why is it so hard to believe? If you are getting information, trust it.

Advancing in this is not gauged. I could not tell you when I knew I had grown, it just happened. One moment I'm not hearing them very clearly, the next I am.

[intifatry]

Hi.
I was meditating the other night. I tried to focus, but my mind wanted to be silent and still. I let it happen. I was awake and aware of myself and my surroundings but in the meditation state. It felt amazing. Into it, I felt energy through me and it felt almost like a flying or swinging (the best ways I can describe it) and - I know I've talked about feeling like having a light shine on me in a darkened room with eyes closed-- this felt like warm bright sunshine all over me in a nighttime dark room.
This is a first and more pronounced than anything I have had before.
Lately, with the autowriting in practice, I've been getting new insights and inspirations.
Am I opening or developing more deeply? Am I shifting my consciousness?
Just trying to make sense of it.

One more thing: I keep getting that I am called to be an energy healer along with my other healing/health skills. I am a bit embarrassed about that. People may think it's weird. But that is a consistant message. I'm told that I will know how to do this. Myself, I am unsure of what that is or how anything I do is different that what others do.
I do know that I was feeling a God Energy come through me and into my hand energy centers. Still trying to get what I am to do and how to do the healing.

Drea,

I had a similar swinging feeling on 3-21-2012 a little before midnight. It happened after I sent energy to a friend. After I had finished, I was in bed in the dark & I get the lights a lot too. I just love that. Any way after a couple minutes of beautiful golden light I could see someone being lifted up & swung around & around, like an adult does a child sometimes. Then I no longer saw the image, but felt I was the one being swung round & round. It's hard to describe, but maybe you get the idea.

I wondered about a lot of things at 1st. I finally came across this great book, The Psychic Workshop: A Complete Program for Fulfilling Your Spiritual Potentialby Kim Chestney (Jun 4, 2004)

http://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_no...tney&x=14&y=17

She really explains a lot of things. She says that spirit works with us by using images & experiences that we have had. They can be very creative in getting messages to us. She says it can be very different for each person. She gives lots of examples. It has really helped me.

Back to the healing, I ordered The Reconnection by Dr. Eric Pearl after reading one of your other threads about a book you ordered that is not out yet, The Upgrade: How to Improve Your Life by Healing Others by Doug De Vito.
Dr. Eric Pearl is the guy who taught Doug De Vito. I haven't started reading that book yet, but will soon. I do plan on ordering the other book too.

Enjoy the learning process. I know my angels & guides had a hard time working with me in the beginning, but it is getting better. I just try to be open to the little feelings, the image or whatever they send my way. Sometimes I will get little hints (I call them) all through the day & then at the end of the day or the next morning it will all come to me making perfect sense.

[SaraKonradtt]

Drea,
I just started reading The Reconnection: Heal Others, Heal Yoursef by Eric Pearl. I just finished chapter 2 & this is an amazing book. I have to say thank you for leading me to the book. I read about it after looking at the book you mentioned The Upgrade by Doug De Vito. I will let you know how it rates when I finish it.

[boffincash]

Drea,
I just started reading The Reconnection: Heal Others, Heal Yoursef by Eric Pearl. I just finished chapter 2 & this is an amazing book. I have to say thank you for leading me to the book. I read about it after looking at the book you mentioned The Upgrade by Doug De Vito. I will let you know how it rates when I finish it.

Hey there.
I know a person who has the book and another person who was trained to do the reconnections at seminars. They say that bu reading the book, you gain the energy to reconnect.

[AbraxiaAsus]

You still doubt. You consistently ask "what is this?" "What does it mean?".

When you work toward growing, you have to just allow, and believe. You have trouble believing that you are. Doubts will keep you back. Stop. Why is it so hard to believe? If you are getting information, trust it.

Advancing in this is not gauged. I could not tell you when I knew I had grown, it just happened. One moment I'm not hearing them very clearly, the next I am.

During my writing session, when I wasn't asking anything and after they had put down a paragraph, my hand got heavy again and they wrote "believe you are communicating with us. We love you and want you to succeed."
One difficult part is that I feel the words come so fast that I have to get my thinking mind involved to remember what is coming through because I can't move that fast sometimes. I am improving on getting my mind out of the way when the messages come through. I really try to make sure that I am not dreaming this up when I write. I just try to listen.
They still say that the knowledge to heal is "downloaded" in me already.
Perhaps my fear and doubt are lessons that I have to overcome in order to move into the next level.

[polleroy]

Am I opening or developing more deeply? Am I shifting my consciousness? Drea I can understand your doubts and questions. I've had questions like those too. When I do, I do one of three things: 1) bring it to my teacher/counselor, 2) ask my spirit guides, or 3) plunge ahead assuming that everything will be made clear, in it's own time.

I used to do 1) most of the time... then I moved on to 2) for most of my answers... and now I'm mostly relying on 3). I guess that means that I've stopped worrying about the hows and whys and am just concentrating on the work to be done.

I keep getting that I am called to be an energy healer along with my other healing/health skills. I am a bit embarrassed about that. People may think it's weird. But that is a consistant message. I'm told that I will know how to do this. Myself, I am unsure of what that is or how anything I do is different that what others do. Dear Drea don't be embarrassed or scared. They aren't putting this out there to cause you concern or to challenge you. They are priming you, letting you know that this is one of your callings. Continue along the path you're on, and it will be made clear as time goes by.

As for how to do the energy healing work, it will come to you naturally when the time comes. The knowledge for doing this work is already within you,'downloaded' as your guides say. At the appropriate moment, you will "remember" it.

For now, relax, and trust your guides.

[GenryDont]

Drea I can understand your doubts and questions. I've had questions like those too. When I do, I do one of three things: 1) bring it to my teacher/counselor, 2) ask my spirit guides, or 3) plunge ahead assuming that everything will be made clear, in it's own time.

I used to do 1) most of the time... then I moved on to 2) for most of my answers... and now I'm mostly relying on 3). I guess that means that I've stopped worrying about the hows and whys and am just concentrating on the work to be done.



Dear Drea don't be embarrassed or scared. They aren't putting this out there to cause you concern or to challenge you. They are priming you, letting you know that this is one of your callings. Continue along the path you're on, and it will be made clear as time goes by.

As for how to do the energy healing work, it will come to you naturally when the time comes. The knowledge for doing this work is already within you,'downloaded' as your guides say. At the appropriate moment, you will "remember" it.

For now, relax, and trust your guides.

Thanks. This is reasuring.
Sometimes, I wish I was one of the people who had a mentor for this face-to-face like so many. I don't, so I bring all my questions here. As in my tag, I ask a lot of questions.

[MinisuipGaicai]

Questions are good. They mean you're thinking, learning, and growing.

I know I used to be completely terrified by what my guides said I could/would do. I was so certain they had the wrong person! No way could I do those things! They expected so much of me, and I just KNEW I was going to fail!

But guess what? They were right.

They could not possibly have told me HOW this would all unfold, or what small thing would trigger what larger event. There were no words capable of explaining, and if I had known what was coming I probably would have been too timid to accept the challenge. I think that NOT KNOWING in advance is the best way to learn these lessons, at least for me.

So now I try to not get ahead of myself, and try not to start worrying about the 'what ifs.' I try to stay in the moment and enjoy the journey.

That might work for you, too.

Love and light,
BT

[Teeppoodiug]

During my writing session, when I wasn't asking anything and after they had put down a paragraph, my hand got heavy again and they wrote "believe you are communicating with us. We love you and want you to succeed."
One difficult part is that I feel the words come so fast that I have to get my thinking mind involved to remember what is coming through because I can't move that fast sometimes. I am improving on getting my mind out of the way when the messages come through. I really try to make sure that I am not dreaming this up when I write. I just try to listen.
They still say that the knowledge to heal is "downloaded" in me already.
Perhaps my fear and doubt are lessons that I have to overcome in order to move into the next level.

You need to ask them to slow down. Also a key board will help you get it down faster than pen and paper.