[antonyandruleit]

you know, i just want to add something to this topic of "gender."

i firmly believe that we experience lives as both male and female. obviously because some things are easier to experience depending on gender or even solely based on gender. anyway....

when i dream, 65% of the time i am a male. and i dont feel weird about it. its just the way it is. i see myself as a man all the time in my dreams! its so normal to me! but, i am a woman right now and i love being a woman. i dont feel like when you are in the other planes deciding your next incarnation, that your like "ew, i dont wanna be a dude..." or vice versa. and i know for a fact that ive selected to live as a male in many of my lives here on earth during my wanderer's misison and maybe even my "regular life" missions elsewhere.

now, coming from a 24 year old straight married woman, i guess some might find that weird. in fact, ive heard that its "weird" from people ive told this to. but really? i dont think it matters. in fact i think its important to be both! how could you get all of your proper "schooling" if you didnt experience your curriculum in both forms?

you see? and thats what leaves us with a leniency toward femeninity or masculinity, or little bits of it sprinkled within our lives in weird places...

example? ive been a tomboy my whole life! and im very comfortable living as a "tomboy" -ish girl. like sports, fixed cars with my dad, etc etc....i mean, i can definitely still be girly and whatnot, im just more "in the middle" of the male/femail archetypes with a slight leniency toward male. and it probably due to the fact that ive experienced many male lives here....we carry over some "cell memory" within us. our souls sneak little bits of our previous experiences over and it gives us our tendencies in our incarnations.

i think its cool actually. im quite proud that ive lived my lives as both. makes me know im experiencing a wide range, you know?

...anyway, just wanted to toss that in while we were on the subject.

im not sure if we have a male/female gender in any other form, but im getting the message that we do have a slight tendency toward one or the other, but when we get to a certain density, we probably stop picking to be make/female in "incarnations" and start living in a different type of body...

i mean, doesnt ra (and maybe david) talk about 4d ets having genders? being male and female?? i dont remember....

[O25YtQnn]

vincent i want to answer your question about 4d reality. you can check 4d reality if you learn how to do "out of body experience" or obe. it's a pretty damn common thing nowadays and with a proper training and patience you can do it too.

no more need to fantasize because you can do it more straightforward. there are a bunch of books out there who can help you achieve this state. the rest is up to you.

[mybooboo]

hi mark..thank you for your kind and thoughtful words

i myself lean more towards women when it comes to sexuality so i guess its "straight" . however, im always open for some new experiences if that happens : )

generally people find it weirder and have a harder time accepting youre both feminine and straight than just the stereotype "camp" gay guy ^^

one of my two very good friends, the other is my roomie:shes great aswell :-), is gay and well...we once kissed, but he saw i wasnt that into it so he said "nonetheless, i think youre amazing " i think i do love him in some way .

enjoy the weekend ^^

[Cricequorie]

i wanted to say hi after reading the forums the last week and being astonished by all the things i read..there is really so much out there!

~what do you think gender/sex and sexuality will be like in a possible 4th dimension?

~are there animals there?

~how could you possibly create things out of thin air with your thoughts? what if i have a nightmare and made a volcano or a dragon? its pretty hard to vividly imagine how this would work ^^

im hoping to chat a bit more with you all ! :-)

greets and hugs
vincent

(tuesday finds your enthusiasm completely charming, for what it's worth...)

[Teomaderm]

hi everyone!

i was a lurker for a long time, but after meeting david a few weeks ago at the tempe conference, i thought i'd jump in over here. my name is sara and i'm 25.

me in a nutshell: i grew up lds (mormon) for the majority of my life. then i got to college and realized there was much more to life then constant church activities. i also discovered this great thing called beer that the church kind of frowns on. i went on a cruise about two years ago with my husband and for some reason when i came back, everything changed. there was no life-altering experience or anything; the most i can say is i was hypnotized for one of the entertainment shows, if anything it got prepared for a history channel special i saw on edgar cayce. i started reading anything i could get my hands about him and the readings. a few other silly things happened that kind of got me here, too, but this would turn into novel-sized proportions. i love religion, and have my whole life. i also studied with the jehovah's witnesses for a while, always knowing i was never going to join, but thought they were interesting. thought it was funny i wasn't the only one here! i still hold a lot of close ties to the mormon faith, i still believe in jesus, just not a fan of his "fan club," if you know what i mean.

vincent, i think it was your post about being purple and flying? when i was younger i used to have a dream where i could go into this special room, that only i had control over. i remember it was large and spherical in shape with two smaller rooms on each side. but in the main-center sphere, there was a soft pinkish/purple glow and i could fly and float around the main sphere, which also had another spherical light source in the center of it that i also floated around. i remember thinking it was that light source that gave me the power to fly. i could change the music in my room, have bubbles float with me, whatever i wanted. i never thought anything of it until now because somehow arnold schwarzenager showed up in my dream wearing a red leotard or maybe i was channeling my pet sea monkeys at the time. lol! but your message made me remember! thanks!

[NofFoomiTot]

hello everybody,

i'm all new to this forum and i'm not yet familiair with all the customs so if this post is offending or against the rules, my appologies.

i've heard about the upcoming 2012 phenomenon about 2 years ago and it took me that long to find the 2012 enigma movie on google video.
i've felt a connection to the whole thing from the moment my friend told me about it. it explained some of the things i've been feeling, dreaming and sensing but also brought up a heap of questions i wish to discuss here.

i was also hoping to find some people from the netherlands to connect to. since i haven't been able to locate a dutch forum that covers the project i was directed here.

hope u all don't mind this post, it seemed like a good introduction since i'm planning on spending some time here.

best to you all.

herman

[RonPeeredob]

am i crazy?

a few months ago an event changed me. i adopted a belief system based on the idea of spirits. what is a spirit? are they living beings made from some sort of energy? are they memories? are the interdenominational beings? are they real or imaginary? if they are all in my head then there must be an explanation for there presence. it could be that me being who i am (an individual who has been conditioned to not express himself through ordinary means of human communication) has a mind that somehow constructed an alternate reality as a coping mechanism. to understand that your concerns about my legitimacy are also my concerns is something very important. i question my sanity and you will undoubtedly do the same.

for the next few months i had simple yet complex discoveries about the nature of god, man, the universe, spirits, ets and the other dimensions. i think there may be interdenominational beings that have reached a level of consciousness where you can clearly see why doing good is beneficial for you and all. this is my idea of enlightenment. these are the white beings as opposed to the grey beings which still chose to to good and bad deeds. all beings do what they think is right, and or justified, even adolf hitler thought he was doing the right thing. becoming a white being doesn't mean that you loose free will, it means that you realize that what you want is what god wants. (god being everything in existence conscious)

here is an example of a train of thought that would go through my head. "if god knows my every thought then how come he wont just allow me to stop thinking, he's trying to tell me something. (clock says 7:07) he is he really is! what is it god i'm listening?............. maybe it is something i'll learn through these experiences....

at work i would think that the number of the tip i god would be a way for god to tell me the message. a lady with an attitude gives me a tip and i walk away and see that its 6 dollars a strangely large tip for a lady so upset with the service. its a message. then i learned that the numbers 1-7 (or 1-13) are levels of consciousness. 1 being physically reactive and 7 being enlightenment. the number 6 is the one right before 7 and is the number of the devil. the number represents sort of like a level of consciousness where you understand that in the big scheme of things... nothing matters at all because everything is just matter and since time and space are infinite some where there will be people enjoying existence again, therefore killing is ok and stealing is ok and everything is essentially dust in the wind. i like to think of this as the joker mentality, whereas the 7th level of consciousness is that of batman ("god consciousness"). knowing that since nothing can ever seance we can enjoy every moment and every breath and get others to see the same way. the reason i got 6 dollars was because in the moment i was walking away from the tipper i was filled with hate for her for her rude selfish behavior.

at some points during the day for a split second i will see into the spirit world where all that is visible is spirit energy. the spirit world in a city area is almost nothing because there are no living organisms, whereas the spirit world in a dense forest or wooden house is a little closer to what we see in our physical reality.

another thing that happened is i realized (or started believing) that i am a reincarnation of a historical figure. through fallowing these "messages" to books and on the internet. (this is how i found divine cosmos) due to the fact that this **** is actually what i believe to be the truth i'm not going to say who i am.

sorry if that was hard to fallow. i only have a 19 year old brain.



am i nuts?




[please pm for link]

after reading this i'm not so sure.

[Tusanoc]

i would just like to introduce myself. my name is daniel dillon, and i live in swansea, wales, in the united kingdom.

i am a recent member of '[name]' mystery school here in the uk. i have recently started awakening to the possibility of being a wanderer.

i look forward in participating with all our brothers and sisters on this board so we may collectively awaken through knowledge and discovery.

in light and peace.....

daniel

[tetMitshisk]

i see many new names opening themselves here....and i think this is wonderful!

please do not be discouraged (like i was in the begining) when i didnt get direct responses to my questions that i posted early on in joining the forum.

sharing your experiences is a huge start and i just want to commend you all here for opening and sharing.

i can remember the first few personal experiences i shared in the forum....it was really hard for me to do.

i think alot of the questions many are pondering are questions you should seek answers to through many other threads in the forum and in davids blogs and experiences.

i so many times have posted curious questions...but after searching many places for understandings....i was humbled to find most of my answers awaiting me right here at dc.

the search engine here at dc is a great way to find thread about a certain topic. it has helped me greatly, for the amounts of info here are vast and deep.

i welcome you all and say 'thumbs up' for now becoming a part of this family of seekers and wanderers.

often i would say...."why isn't anyone giving me any answers"...now...i can look back and see that the answers came to me in their own time, when i was ready, and they usually didnt just fall in my lap either. i now thank the ways of this forum....for not butting in too much on peoples own experiences...because the only one that can give you true understanding...is yourself and it seems that most understand that here and allow those answers to come to you....through you.

my best to all,
lynette

[Assunkkensatt]

i would just like to introduce myself. my name is daniel dillon, and i live in swansea, wales, in the united kingdom.

i am a recent member of '[name]' mystery school here in the uk. i have recently started awakening to the possibility of being a wanderer.

i look forward in participating with all our brothers and sisters on this board so we may collectively awaken through knowledge and discovery.

in light and peace.....

daniel

hi daniel!

i'm from south wales too (cardiff). not too many spiritual people around these parts, eh?

[repldoinfo]

about 30 yrs ago, i experienced astral projection or had out of body experience. it was after reading a book to help me sleep (can't mention the book).

after floating above my body, and through the roof, i traveled several hundred miles away, floating above the landscape at dark, to where my wife was and noticed the surroundings as i descended into the living room.

the next day when i called her, i described they had chicken last night, what she wore, she cleaned up in the kitchen, what tv program was on, etc. this scared her but vailidated for me that the experience was real.

now i want to experience reaching my "higher self" and/or the astral plane, etc. again but am having difficulty.

how does one go about it? is there a good book, video or website on the subject, the actual steps to take in order to meditate or whatever and reach this higher plane of existence? or is it something so esoteric no one really knows or has put it down on paper???

thanks!
srr/arr

[GrileVege]

hey guys i usually don't share things like this, but last night, actually this morning... i was sleeping and all of a sudden i felt like there was a presence in my room. i live by myself in an apartment. i was still sleeping when i felt this..somehow. and i remember seeing like a black figure, maybe lightish black, and i couldn't move at all. i was terrified, i felt like i was thrashing around but i wasn't moving. it might be the most scared i have ever been. i don't know what this means.. do any of you have insight on this?
also i am in the military, but have not gone over seas yet. i got in the national guard then contracted with rotc. i had a dream last night that there was devastation around where i live, and fire every where. my unit was being deployed to the situation, but i could not see the enemy. all there was, was destruction. i have been having a lot of dreams like this the past week. i have no idea what it means. i am almost scared to go to sleep at night, and i am always the happiest person during the day. i try to attract nothing but happiness into my life. i have no clue where this is coming form. sorry if i am not the most coherent person lol, i have trouble describing situations sometimes. thanks

in love, light, and peace.

[Oberjej]

so i have a few things i think would be fun to share. i don't share all my experiences because i know some are there for me to keep dear.

the first one was about a week ago. i was sitting on a recliner chair and i closed my eyes and meditated for a bit. i asked my guides, "i would like to know and see a past life of mine." i then just focused on that question and cleared my mind. time goes by, who knows how long and i see people sitting around a circle at a fire. some were dancing, tribal like. it seemed i was sitting a bit higher than the rest and noticed it was tribal. like i was a shaman or something, overseeing a seance. i have had an inner feeling of having a life as a shaman.

another time, i don't know if it was just my imagination ( i really don't like saying that. ) or another vision like the last one. i was meditating and i was doing a visualization of things just to envision things in my minds eye to strengthen my visualization ability. i then was at pyramids. much like the egyptian ones. they were flat faced, very bright, almost like a shimmering gold, basically reflective. there were 3 of them. as i kept observing i noticed that there was a crystal at the top of them, like the crystal was the capstone or the last stone at the top to make the point. as i seen this a vibrant blue indigo beam of light from the sky was entering the top of these and energy was being dispersed this way through out the crystal and through the pyramid. the surroundings were beautiful. rivers, trees, plants, very green and blue, it was not desert like how egypt is now. everything was peaceful.

a few days later i was listening to a hemi sync projection track, its guided and has a guy help you through it, he said to visualize a place you know well... so as weird as it is i envisioned the wal mart i used to work at, the only thing that came to mind. as i went on further the recording told me to think of a place further away, so i thought of the pyramids again. this time it was the egyptian pyramids, the way they look now, but no tourists or no people around. the limestone was worn down and i walked up to them to touch them and noticed it felt like grainy rock. i look to my right, and low and behold my little 5 foot 4 inch grey alien friend who i have seen before in dreams and projections pointed to them, and then to a silvery glowing craft that was on the ground hovering. no expression on "its" face but i could tell he or she was smiling and then i was back into my body with a huge deep breath.

just figured i would share some things, open up a bit on the forum. i really like this place, just don't open my mouth often. haha

love and light

[Audi_z]

i'm not sure how to post yet but cm1star inspired this writing


it all began in the third week of july 2007. it was my 7th month living in barcelona, spain. while lying on my back in my bedroom i began to see "colors" (i know understand that these colors are my aura). this was nothing new to me, i have seen colors on two prior occasions; #1 in 1998 when i was undergoing energy healing for a month and #2 in 2001 when i was learning some basic kung fu moves from a friend. the difference from the july experience and my prior two experiences is that i was able to maintain "sight" of my colors and i said in my mind " i want to see what is really going on"; i felt some energy through my body. for the rest of the month of july i continued my "meditation" every night at midnight. the first week i walked through some energy on two spate occasions. the first experience was noticeable the second experience my legs got weak and i almost fell to the ground. the following week i began feeling energy from trees; while i was standing next to them, walking by them also feeling them (and now the earth) "pushing and pulling" me while i walk. the week after that i became sensitive to my i-pod and my cell phone (i am sensitive to everything electronic now and i am a little concerned about the 10hr flight home) and i began to see "shadows" around people's heads. (i started out by watching david icke and dr. delbert blair on youtube and gradually i progressed to project camelot, pegasus e al) in august i moved to a small town on the costa brava. behind the building i live(d) in is a church clock tower i can see through the living room window. i began to see very fast moving "orbs" moving about the tower, some streaking at angles some streaking at right angles and other directions (not as much now, possibly due to the cold weather?) also i would observe orbs floating in my living room. one occasion at night while i was standing in front of the living room window i saw clearly an orangish red "orb" "leaving" the tower horizontally west and as it came parallel to me at an above vantage point it vanished. i then walk to the back porch i watched an "orb" "peeking" at me from an attic window behind and at a slightly lower height of the tower. during september i was able to view a "mist" and at times the "orbs" looked like i was watching channel 4 and channel 2 is showing in the background. on another accession during the day i just happened to look out the living room window and i saw something very big moving very very fast flash by at a downward angle behind a house. at this point i can see and feel my chakras rotating. when i meditate i can hear the energy crackling around my ears, if the light is right i can see energy like a flame around my body when i open my eyes. i can see energy in the air and what i call a "prism" of color in the sky which looks different from the energy i see. the energy i see in the air is the same energy i see when the wind blows or when i watch waves crash on the beach. if i focus i can sit on the beach and feel the waves hit me. when i sleep at night i get "hit" with energy which has become more frequent and intense since the new year. i have not had a complete out of body experience...yet but i do feel body and spirit separation when i have a good meditation session in my wooden chair. i stepped outside on my porch on new year’s eve night at 12, and there was intense energy in the air, my first thought was that at that time is the best example of a one world consciousness.

[Enfonebew]

welcome everyone

[Kokomoxcvcv]

i'm not sure how to post yet but cm1star inspired this writing


it all began in the third week of july 2007. it was my 7th month living in barcelona, spain. while lying on my back in my bedroom i began to see "colors" (i know understand that these colors are my aura). this was nothing new to me, i have seen colors on two prior occasions; #1 in 1998 when i was undergoing energy healing for a month and #2 in 2001 when i was learning some basic kung fu moves from a friend. the difference from the july experience and my prior two experiences is that i was able to maintain "sight" of my colors and i said in my mind " i want to see what is really going on"; i felt some energy through my body. for the rest of the month of july i continued my "meditation" every night at midnight.

the first week i walked through some energy on two spate occasions. the first experience was noticeable the second experience my legs got weak and i almost fell to the ground. the following week i began feeling energy from trees; while i was standing next to them, walking by them also feeling them (and now the earth) "pushing and pulling" me while i walk. the week after that i became sensitive to my i-pod and my cell phone (i am sensitive to everything electronic now and i am a little concerned about the 10hr flight home) and i began to see "shadows" around people's heads. (i started out by watching david icke and dr. delbert blair on youtube and gradually i progressed to project camelot, pegasus e al)

in august i moved to a small town on the costa brava. behind the building i live(d) in is a church clock tower i can see through the living room window. i began to see very fast moving "orbs" moving about the tower, some streaking at angles some streaking at right angles and other directions (not as much now, possibly due to the cold weather?) also i would observe orbs floating in my living room. one occasion at night while i was standing in front of the living room window i saw clearly an orangish red "orb" "leaving" the tower horizontally west and as it came parallel to me at an above vantage point it vanished. i then walk to the back porch i watched an "orb" "peeking" at me from an attic window behind and at a slightly lower height of the tower.

during september i was able to view a "mist" and at times the "orbs" looked like i was watching channel 4 and channel 2 is showing in the background. on another accession during the day i just happened to look out the living room window and i saw something very big moving very very fast flash by at a downward angle behind a house. at this point i can see and feel my chakras rotating. when i meditate i can hear the energy crackling around my ears, if the light is right i can see energy like a flame around my body when i open my eyes. i can see energy in the air and what i call a "prism" of color in the sky which looks different from the energy i see. the energy i see in the air is the same energy i see when the wind blows or when i watch waves crash on the beach.

if i focus i can sit on the beach and feel the waves hit me. when i sleep at night i get "hit" with energy which has become more frequent and intense since the new year. i have not had a complete out of body experience...yet but i do feel body and spirit separation when i have a good meditation session in my wooden chair. i stepped outside on my porch on new year’s eve night at 12, and there was intense energy in the air, my first thought was that at that time is the best example of a one world consciousness.

[Petrushkaukrop]

many years ago i was sitting in a resturant when my mind was taken away to a figure that entered the room through the wall and it was as if i was phisically in one place and mentaly in another.

a person who stayed hidden from my view said to me that i needed to make some changes in my life and that it was time for me to learn who i was. then he was gone....

the next day i was reading and that same person came into my home and this time he was just invisable to me but spoke of many things to me. he told me of the truth about many things and left. it was hard for me to accept the things being told to me becuase they were in direct conflict with what i was raised to know. i struggled for two years with religion after that.

then i got the vision. this vision played in my mind night and day for two years. here it is.

in another place and time i was. i looked on the earth in this time and was filled with compation for the people here. i could see how the dark forces of the time would do things to stamp out good. the good would always form groups of like minded people, as they always do. darkness would always infiltrate and pervert good for it's own power.

so i came up with the idea of putting good down with men, and scatter them in families and countries accross the globe. i would make it so they are always alone and isolated in ways as never to be found by darkness. i would even place good souls amoung the dark families and turn the tide of things against them. i went to the council of heaven and placed my plan in front of them for approval. it was granted.

i then went to a place far from here and spoke to a huge building full of great souls. ones who did not need to come here for they were well behyond needing this sort of lesson. they had already lived lives of honor and sacrafice.

i spoke to them and showed the difference that we could make, and they had compation for the earth. but some realized that coming here could damage them. they formed committee members and we met in closed doors to tackle the issue of how to safeguard the "wanderers" from damaging karma.

after satifactory safeguards were put into place, i submitted the full plan to this group and they accepted %100. a loud sound of applause and happieness thundered through this emence building.
[center[left]
end of vision

this played like a movie in my mind day and night, for over two years. it has gone in my mind that it is no longer a vision but reality for me. as distracting as it was it has brought me here.

i find the law of one to be the most accurate thing i have ever read. for all of you that have come to the knowlege that you are a wanderer, i give my thanks to you, my brothers and sister. just being here and staying positive is all you have to do. i meditate often on your behalf. i know this place is repugnant to you, and the suffering is often more then your soul can take in. but i assure you, you have not taken on more then you can withstand, and be at peace in the knowlege that you have done well.

seek the solitude of the wilderness when you can it will strengthen you, all of you have a place that gives you peace.

peace be with you all
brian

forgive me i never learned to spell very well.

i must go now to do the dishes and i will check this later

[new-nickname-zanovo]

hi brian, (samncheese) - thanks for sharing your vision. i was first told i was a volunteer about 20 years ago, and my reaction was, "i wouldn't be so stupid!" things were very difficult back then, and only got worse. still, now i've calmed down a bit and don't talk about wanting to leave too much anymore (it's a habit i can't break now, i'm afraid), because things are starting to make sense and i'm finding things very interesting.

i've had visions and amazing experiences all my long life here, and i guess that's what kept me going through the hard times. overcoming scepticism was a big hurdle, it would keep me from really delving into the other realities i was seeing.

the frequency here and the conditioning, and the possible genetic manipulation make it really difficult to be one of the those who are comfortable dealing with other dimensions. still, things are quickening now, aren't they, what a relief that is.

this is a great community to be part of. i enjoy reading everybody's experiences and have no problem with even the most bizarre tales. true reality is something this mind on this frequency has a hard time grasping, and certainly there are no words, but those who have experienced the other dimensions can relate to others who have, and a communication can exist, in spite of the obstacles.

love, larissa

[tipoketpu]

i am benjamin. that's the name my parents gave me anyway. my journey to here is as follows. i was raised catholic untill 10 years old. i started attending the salvation army protestant church. this was more involved and lively then the catholic church. i enjoyed this church, helping the community and activities. yet, i still felt lacking. i had the whole book memerized(not really). i knew all the stories and morals and lessons. i was hungry though.

my hunger was eased later in life learning and practicing first esp, astral projection, telepathy, psychometry, and the like. i later read books on being here now, being the creator, visualizing to materialize. more on telepathy, dimensions, energies. i have had a "between lives regressive hypnotherapy" session that was way cool and informative. i have delved into sciences like quantum physics, chemistry, electro-magnetism, healing arts, martial arts. i really enjoy ancient history like knowing where we came from.

basically i have put all these pieces together and now have a beautiful picture i call "reality"

still missing some pieces but i found some here, too. much of what is said here resonates deeply, that's why i'm here. lost puzzle piece search.

newest thing: by focusing my energy into my pineal gland and out of my 3rd eye i find it easier to see auras.

[GaryBulguihb]

grettings all.

i was awoken approximately one month ago by a series of events, i now know were unavoidable if not planned. my story is long and probably echoed many times in these forums so i won't strain your eyes with the paragraphs upon paragraphs of details (witch would take me until the harvesting to type out because i'm what's referred to in typing as a pecker) that is my story, but i will give a few accounts. i will say that in this month i have come to this site many times and miraculously found the advice, insight and answers i needed to keep me clear and on the positive path.i will say that my awakening is nothing short of a miracle in my eyes as i had for almost twenty years tried to suppress my feelings and suppress the the knowledge i came here with.

i'm having a very difficult time getting these words out so forgive me for my vagueness, i have just finished crying for over forty-five minutes.i just had a huge fight with one of my two best friends of over twenty years, the other has blocked my calls and won't return my emails. a month ago i was...helped is the word i use, by an unknown force/being, this miracle wiped away over twenty years of a self inflicted clouding that blocked out everything i was and felt. several self destructive habits had been woven into my very existence and were more or less accepted by me as "the way it was".

after this help i found myself at my computer mindlessly staring at my desktop, witch happens to be a photo taken by the hubble telescope. it's the deep space picture containing hundreds of galaxys in the shot deemed "the most important picture ever taken." i decided to look up some stuff on astronomy as the stars have been in my mind and heart since i can remember.

in fact one of my first memories is of staring at the stars when i had to be about 4 years old and seeing a shooting star that in my memory went across the hole sky. i have always had a very strong attraction to the night sky and knew that's where i came from. anyway when i googled stars i received a very wide spectrum of sites to choose from(to say the least). one caught my eye "nibiru" was in one of the choices and for some reason i felt compelled to look.

that started me on a path of knowledge that felt more like someone telling me stuff i already knew more than anything. i went from reading about nibiru and the sumerians to other ancient civilizations to the 2012 doomsday videos and the government conspiracy cover-ups. needless to say i was getting upset and scared with certain knowledge i read and kept saying "i knew it!" i then came across the 2012 enigma video and immediately felt a kinship with david, it led me down a path of understanding and reopened my eyes to the bigger picture. he actually talked about the doom and gloom stuff and said the fear and worry is what they wanted and that made perfect sense to me. i found myself more often looking up information on the positive and less on the negative. through him and his teachings i've been guided to such people as jay weidner, scott mandelker, terence mckenna and nassim haramein to list only a few. i have at least five synchronicities a day and the most awesome dreams and signs ever experienced in my life( i had previously stopped dreaming or just didn't remember them at all).

i feel that i am leaving a lot of the magic of this out or simply cannot convey it well enough in text. my two middle fingers are also getting tired of pecking at the keyboard :d i will wrap this up, but you will hear more from me in the future and i will share my experiences with you and others reading in hopes that i may help others as you guys have helped me. i'm flawed in a number of ways, but i have been given a chance in these times. i simply want to be a part of something positive, and i feel nothing but love and compassion when i visit this site and read the post in these forums.

i want to thank everyone here for your honesty, compassion and respect...you are helping more people than you know.i also want to take this time to thank david...i consider him a true friend and brother and think of him and everyone here as family.

love,

rob

p.s i apologize for the wall of text and hope my poor grammar and writing structure along with the size don't turn others away from reading the post.