[Jifyicyfuhpop]

in fact many people throughout my life (i am 42 on 23 july)



may you both (and all visitors) have a wonderful journey and enjoy every bump life throws at you.

for now i have to return to my own planet lol and make supper!

oh by the way has anyone got change of a zonc for the parking meter?

love and light

matt
xx

well, i don't have zoncs right now at hand but the best wishes for your birthday and a great film unfolding....:

about feeling disconnected: we all are feeling that way when we remember that there is a much larger part of us that isn't incarnated as it wouldn't fit into this little body box...call it a sponge, if you will....
but the wish to get 'way out of here' isn't really what we came here for in the first place....
it would be like going to the cinema to enjoy a certain film (bumps of life) and then during seeing it remembering that we are in a cinema and because of that running out of it to 'the real world'....we would never know the fun parts and the tragic parts of the film, so it wouldn't have made sense to spend all the money in order to see it (chosing your parents and live's circumstances before coming here)....
no, dear fellow travelers, lets first watch this film and be co-creative in it, its 'end' will come soon enough and then you can walk out of the cinema, take some fresh air inhale deeply and resume what you've just learned during that movie's unfolding and how much you've enjoyed the fun parts of it....
soon enough for sure, there'll be the next movie catching your attention....

enjoy your meals, wherever you are!

patracia

[N95FzmMw]

not sure if it's just me or if this is happening to anyone else here. lately it seems that i have been feeling more and more disconnected from life as usual. i spend a lot of time thinking about many of the topics on this site mainly because i find it all so interesting, not to mention that most of it makes so much sense. but as a result i find that i can't connect with my friends anymore conversationally. talking about football, sports, work and gossip all seems so petty and i just can not get into that anymore. and no one that i know cares to talk about much else. it's like taking a sponge out of a tiny box --- now i can't get back into the box. lol.

hi j. hey, how 'bout those packers? think brett's going to go with the vikings?

i speak as a fellow wisconsinite. yeah, ikwym big time, even in madison (i actually live outside of madison). but others have said it so well: it all is part of the growing, and you find little miracles in everyday activities and even in so-called mundane conversation.

i certainly don't have a formula for you or anyone else; there are days when i'm feeling as if i can't do this any longer, and then i rally (meditation, prayer, exercise, something good to read, visit this website).

keep your vibrations high and others will respond in kind, even if they really aren't conscious of your higher frequency. every single interaction is an opportunity for light from you.

[tickerinet]

hi j...and all...

[moderator: reference to channelling edited]

now before being introduced to david, i had a heart awakening, which was 5 years ago, july 2nd. i will never forget that date, it was pivitol for me. i "accidentally" wound up at a satsang when i thought i was going to learn how to eat holistically heart smart! all i can tell you is that i walked in there "jocelyn" and walked out of there the real jocelyn. many of my negative behaviors prior to walking in there were changed when i walked out, bam!

anyway, if you are feeling "disconnected", you may want to use this opportunity to turn your attention within yourself, because in the depth of your innerness is your connection with nothingness/silence and within that, or from that will spring truth and realizations for it is the place where all knowledge and all love origiates. this is just a suggestion, but if you find even an inkling of this essence you will be drawn to seek more of it, at least that is what my experience has been (and still is!).

when i was in my late teen and early 20's, i already knew we were all one. i have poetry that i wrote, pages and pages about being free and being one, and why can't everyone see that, etc, etc...

because of this knowingness, that at the time i had no "book" knowledge of i felt very disconnected and very misunderstood, and very alone...it led me down the path (21 years worth) of severe alcoholism and attempted suicide, which thank heaven, led me to sobriety and in my quest for "conscious contact" with "god", i synchronistically was led by it (god), to my own spiritual awakening.

and in my experience there are constant new realizations, understandings, discernments, wisdom, huge love experiences

[_tppga_]

not sure if it's just me or if this is happening to anyone else here. lately it seems that i have been feeling more and more disconnected from life as usual. i spend a lot of time thinking about many of the topics on this site mainly because i find it all so interesting, not to mention that most of it makes so much sense. but as a result i find that i can't connect with my friends anymore conversationally. talking about football, sports, work and gossip all seems so petty and i just can not get into that anymore. and no one that i know cares to talk about much else. it's like taking a sponge out of a tiny box --- now i can't get back into the box. lol.

i have the same problem. i find it extremely boring to talk about the mundane aspects of life after spending so much time researching the "paranormal" (lack of a better word) part of life. however i have realized that people like to talk about mundane things, and can get happy and excited while speaking about them. so if i am in a "boring situation" i try my hardest to overcome the boredom of talking about the mundane, by seeing the happiness the mundane can bring people.

elvakiel

[Kneedycrype]

...and in between being bored by small talk conversations i am experienceing a lot of awareness of the presence of evil and trials and tribulations yet to come. last friday i thought i was about to be overwhelmed as i experienced a sense of evil in the lives of too many people close to me and for our country.
some change, any change for the better, needs to come soon. i am feeling a bit exhausted and worried about having enought 'gas' to make it to the end.
i find a great deal of solace in classical music; can barely listen to anything contemporary although i play the music from david and larry's wanderer awakening at least once a day.
anybody else struggling to keep up a good front lately?

[Chooriwrocaxz]

i just read all of the posts in this thread and i have been feeling the same for at least the last couple of years that i'm consciously aware of. it is just awesome to know that other people feel this way too. i've become more at peace with it but at first it bothered me a lot ... i can see things in people, achetypally, i believe, that they themselves don't get yet and that is frustrating and puts me in a weird position. anyone feel that way too? it is definitely an "between two worlds" feeling. it is especially frustrating around family, as family dynamics are probably the most difficult! and with so much crazy stuff going on it is sometimes hard to not fall apart with worry, but i've decided that i am going to be happy for the rest of my life from now on, without worrying about things and letting things get me down. easier said than done a lot of the time, but the realization that every person chose the experiences they have is definitely comforting.

if anyone else reading this who hasn't posted yet feels the same please post! it totally helps to hear everyone's thoughts and feelings and experiences. i love it!!!

[Valdoyes]

i love the sponge in the little box analogy, though i have never been in the box myself...it instead feels like i could at least look into the box before, like it was see through...but now it has gotton so dirty i can't even see what is in there, and i don't want to..... if that makes any sense?

[ZIZITOPER]

to this end i have just decided to enjoy life, not judge the things others do, and bring my light in what ever i do.

why can't you enjoy a sports game if you enjoyed a sports game before? yes, you have realized that there is more to life, but that part of your life is still part of life. it just doesn't disappear.

do you think your god is judging you one way or another? if i watch this, i am bad, if i don't he will think i am good? or are you just judging yourself?

if you pull a small sponge from a box and the sponge grows, the box is still there. it's a choice to keep it open or close it.

and if you close it, would it create seperation? is that what is being felt?

in light and love

priest of light

[peakyesno]

hi all,

some change, any change for the better, needs to come soon. i am feeling a bit exhausted and worried about having enought 'gas' to make it to the end. happystrings - i can relate to that paragraph. it is as if (in my case) there are so many terrible things going on now, what with chemtrails/codex/forthcoming compulsary vaccinations etc etc, it is sometimes hard to stay focused and remain positive.

when you look back however many years you want to, there is and always has been such a negative destructive force controlling and destroying our planet. i watched the video of robert dean at the exopolitic conference and at one point he said (words to the affect) "do you know where the holy land is" - he then put up a picture of earth and said "here it is". it was a very moving experience. there she was, all alone (though we are not alone in the true sense), looking vulnerable and beautiful. earth is not just our home, it is what keeps us alive.

when i feel disconnected and "alone", i am now going to picture our planet in my mind and thank her for all she has given us. the idiot elites have had their way for far too long. we want back what is ours. something soon has to change for the better. without sounding negative and i speak for myself, i too think will we make it or still be here at this rate in 2012.

i know that sounds a bit negative and the reality will turn out to be something different, but it i would be a liar to myself if i did not acknowledge these thoughts.

all i can say is our feelings of being disconnected may well be as a result of the negative elites influence. i send them love but hate the fact they are destroying our planet.

come on mother nature - kick them back - and bloody hard!

love and light to you all,

matt :d

[Maymayfor]

i think once your start removing the layers of the ego, emotions will start to polarize. its like stepping up the stairs, the higher you step the scarier it is. as long as you are in safe boundaries you should be fine.

be safe and listen to your higher self.

[FUNALA]

hi everyone,

i have bounced around from feeling very disconnected to extremely connected, from my days being full to the brim with synchonistic meetings in which i help people out or receive information about what i should do next in my life to feeling like time has really sped up and i am in a zone of forgetting everything i've learned and being confused and sad, or just not really here.

i've found that i will have to change my diet, which is weighing me down and has contributed to not being well. being well nourished and doing lots of yoga has helped me at times to maintain a consistent perspective - almost like an ongoing now, for long periods of time in which i am completely at ease and flow with my environment, and get a lot of joy out of it and the people i meet, regardless of how spiritually evolved they are. it is like it is all a dance - and synchronicity presents me with what nourishes me as well as opportunities to nourish others.

to remain here in this state longer, i have learned to experience this reality as a dream in which i have become lucid. that way i feel fine, everything is fine because it is just a dream. plus, it can be a really cool dream. this does still feel disconnected though, and in order to feel happy and serene and joyful i also then say, ok, what will i do in my dream? how beautiful a dream! it is me everywhere shining to myself through so many beautiful images! i do not need to have chakras, but i can use that concept (which becomes very 3d, to fill my avatar (my body and identity as a separate entity) with love and healing. i can also use my avatar to heal others and communicate with them. in this state i remember everything but without a story line. i am no longer forgetful or unmindful. i care about others' wellbeing and happiness out of no effort, just my own bliss. i am unattached to any consequence or activity. i can just admire the beauty around me - the energy of creation. it is like moving from perception to creation...hmmm.

i am not sure this will help. i felt i wanted to post it.

thanks for listening.

[AntonioMQ]

yes,

it seems to be happening everywhere and with a lot of people, i am so scatter intellectually, emotionally, physically, sometimes it is overwhelming, things seem to be happening so fast, i 've learned to get grounded (pray, meditate) and it helps immensly, this world is changing big time, whats so frustrating is that most people are not aware of it and think it's coming from the external things of this world (and many are!), but there is a ever so subtle feeling that tells me were going through a big change and its going to get more intense, so hang on to your seat, this ride is not over yet.


michael

not sure if it's just me or if this is happening to anyone else here. lately it seems that i have been feeling more and more disconnected from life as usual. i spend a lot of time thinking about many of the topics on this site mainly because i find it all so interesting, not to mention that most of it makes so much sense. but as a result i find that i can't connect with my friends anymore conversationally. talking about football, sports, work and gossip all seems so petty and i just can not get into that anymore. and no one that i know cares to talk about much else. it's like taking a sponge out of a tiny box --- now i can't get back into the box. lol.

[Psymoussy]

i can't help but laugh at people who call me crazy and a cook, yet their just so entrenched in the false reality. but anyway, yes, my social life with my friends has gone down the tubes, and i'm only 19, but i just cannot engage in my previous life style of partying and drinking anymore, i just can't do it.

i got a kick out of your post, i was your age in 1980 and was thinking these things that we all talk about now ufo, extraterrestrial races and the end of the world "as we know it". back then that was really "crazy talk" so i buried it all because there was no sense dwelling on it and just let it go...didn't want to be just another doomsday prophet.

now it all "appears" to be coming full circle, hopefully you won't having to bury it and drag your feet for a couple decades like my generation. all along knowing in the back of your mind that.....well, things are going to change

your right, at this time partying and drinking is a waste of precious time. i recently even turned off the tv and traded in the same old loud rock-n-roll radio station, for progressive talk radio and youtube videos on the 2012 ascension process.

now all that mindless stuff seems so silly....and part of the programming.

you have a good head on your shoulders, keep listening to your instincts....

~a~>

[Optosypoeds]

@ the original poster:

i understand where your coming from, being awake while others sleep. for me, i've had a strong intuition as to whats false and whats "true." it was quite wasteful for my mother to have sent me to all those bible camps, and "youth encountering christ" programs . . . i never fell for it. i live with my grandmother now, and it sux having to hear her talkin and yappin about church with people and how god is good because she found a parking spot close the the enterance to the mall! lol! loa maybe? nah.

i love technology, yet again i could live in he mountains the rest of my life. i dont care too much about all my mvp trophy's and i dont follow teams or stats, but i still love the sport as a creative way to "pass tests, like a fun puzzle with random outcomes" it's 80% mental as it's known

being depressed, anxious, lonely etc., i had to discover the secrets, so i went through a few years of "dark knowledge" until i saw david on project camelot. i knew i found what i was looking for.

it's frusterating to live with others who are in a different reality. i dont know if i've always been "awakened" or what. i'll gladly associate myself with the people here rather than get lost in "stillness"

thansk for reading!

[teergoBissono]

yes. this is what i've had, in a chronic form, since 2006 and i so much want to get rid of it: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/derealization

intense meditation is known to cause this, but if you're not meditating regularly then i'd probably look for psychological causes. derealization is typical for clinical depression, for example.

[Amorsesombabs]

so it isn't just me who feel disconnected? i have increasingly felt this way since the beginning of this decade, but this feeling have just exploded the last six months. i don't have any close friends, because i can't relate to what is important in the lives of the people i meet, it's like they live in a different reality. i don't see that as a problem, though, i have always been a loner. i have always found it strange that people spend so much of their lives at things that doesn't matter, that they don't see, to quote the beatles: all you need is love!

this summer i had this amazing feeling, almost a bubbly sensation, that i was about to fint out the truth. about two months later i found some of david's work, and it felt so right. i haven't told anyone about this, but i'm sure you all understand. but this has just increased the disconnected feeling. things that where important to me before, just doesn't matter anymore. but i have to work to stay connected, because i believe it is important to do so.

thank you all for beeing so loving.

love anette.

[CuittisIL]

i also feel veeeery distracted and disconnected from everybody around me, because they don't seem to get a clue, or wana understand what is going on. maybe unconsciousnously ,they are scared to know the truth- the don't suspectt what a fantastic goledn age is coming, however!i love you people, you seem to be the only ones now that speak "my" language.
kisses!

[mikefertynnz]

in regards to relationships, it seems to be near impossible to link up with people who are savy to david's information. i live in california and am hoping to make friends who know of his work. but no luck in my location so far.

[Ygd2qr8k]

yes, i have been having this "problem" also, but long before i discovered the material on this site. i've never really thought talking about those subjects was very important, but ever since i've woken up to the entire agenda of the new world order and the material on this site, i find talking about these things and pop culture in general as such a nuisance, meant to distract us from real issues such as these. i can't help but laugh at people who call me crazy and a cook, yet their just so entrenched in the false reality. but anyway, yes, my social life with my friends has gone down the tubes, and i'm only 19, but i just cannot engage in my previous life style of partying and drinking anymore, i just can't do it.

i am also 19 and this described my predicament exactly. i've always been put off by conversations about pop culture and sports. however i've always been able to find a few, eh... outcasts that i could relate to. the type that party and drink, but at least they talk about their life's experiences and their opinions on things and not just "did you here such in such did such and such, what a b***" or "did you see the game wah wah wah wah wah". but now that i've started to meditate regularly and educate myself seriously. i just have no roots with my old social circle. the only people i interact with now are my immediate family.