Juansmith,

It sounds like you have an attachment, could you ask your shaman friend to do a clearing on you.

If its you in that photo and you've been placed in a war zone. You could have picked up a lost soul in your energy feild, I'd look into it

that is me in the picture.

Funny you mention attachment, as a little kid my Great grandfather told me I was a beacon of sorts.. almost like the "Flame" metaphor Sophia mentioned earlier.
I know I have two spirits around me. Normally I can sense spirits but not these two I know they're there as others have seen or sensed them.
not sure why I can't sense them anymore other than maybe I'm so used to them hanging around that I'm well used to the feeling and thus can't detect them.
one has been hanging around since I was an infant child... my mother saw it hovering over me and screamed. this was around the time My great-grandfather took me in.

I don't quite remember when I picked up the other one but I'm fairly certain it wasn't a war thing.


the only other explanation would be a deceased relative or a very close friend to me that just passed away. however I don't feel like it's anyone of them. then again It's much easier for me to see spirits following others than I do with myself as I only see a shadow which is very nerve wrecking to me sometimes.

but I've been thinking about having a few medicine men from the Navajo reservation do a cleansing on me. I've been toying with the Idea for a while now... don't know why I've been so hesitant though.

is this common?
to trap souls?
I never meant to

Its not that you've trapped the soul, its that the soul has attached to your energy, in other words it felt it wasn't ready to die and has attached itself to your energy feild.

You need to ask it to move on, or have someone move it on for you.

Sorry I missed this part, your hesitance to clear this energy can be quite a normal thing, you see you're probably feeling some comfort from them being their. It makes one feel special which you are. But you will feel so much better and clearer with them released and able to move on. Its unhealthy to have attachments within your field, as you've experinced their draining not only your field but those around you. This is why you are deflected of your path.

You need to move them on for your sake and theirs.

Everyone projects out energy. Depending on the persons intensity, and how open those around them are will depend on what will happen.

If I am reading correctly. People are picking up your feelings, and even physical feeling (as with the water)

This is saying you feel things very deeply more then the norm. Up to a point that your energy is reaching your destination before you do.

If it is a draining feeling for those around even if you love them dearly, they will feel the vampire effect of being drained.

It is happening with holy people most becouse they are the most open around you.

This is just my opinion from my own experience In order to control this you need to be able to have more control over your emotions and feeling's. Learn to leave them out side before you walk into a room with people. The happy ones Keep http://www.discussworldissues.com/fo...lies/smile.png But the negative ones "keep outside." Hang them on a tree and pick them when you leave http://www.discussworldissues.com/fo...ilies/wink.png If you want them.

This is something that is actualy very natural like breathing. We all do it, just at diffrent intensities. Even those who are extremely open in recieving project there own energy.

We all project energy. It is the intensity of the emotion that is projected. If you are feeling angry, that is a higher intensity then being in a balanced state.

learning how to control your emotions to specific time and places should be able to help you control this

I hope I understood what you were saying and that it may have helped in some way

i can understand one of them.. but what about the other?
what would attract whatever it is or was to me as a child? I mean it literally freaked my mother out. she was paralyzed and when the shadow approached me she then managed to move and launched herself over me.

it was right after this incident that my Great Grandfather took me in.

he taught me a way to I don't know.. shield myself.. with my energy or aura as I see most on here call it.
when somethings is draining me i can control it. almost like turning a burner on high and it sends them away..

I think I will ask for a cleansing very soon

thanks

Interesting view on this..
maybe this is part of what makes others so drained or rather thirsty around me.

Thanks.

you almost got it 100% .. well it was very close and I will take what you said.
I'm very aware that people project or show their energies outward as i can pick up on just about anyones. and I've seen the intensity of some people.

I'm very good at hiding feelings and controlling them. this was part of what was taught to me. of course this does not mean I'm dead behind the eyes or anything like that ha ha ha.

but even when things don't go my way, sure I'll feel a bit irate and at times a burst of anger or sadness but I never let it affect me as a person nor do i let this ruin my day.

but I do understand what you said about the feelings intensifying as I feel it with friends. I can tell when someones having a bad day or week etc.. especially if they're close to me.

a lot of the time I end up displaying emotion from what others have gathered is when I'm picking up on the emotions of another person and they end up manifesting themselves with me.

these are the only times I cannot control as I don't know when they're or where they are coming from until I pray on them.


the one thing my mentor did state was that I have a large and heavy field... I've seen my wife get very drained and tired around me. I've asked and I've never felt as if I was feeding or stealing her energy but it was later revealed to me that mine was just too much for her...whatever that means????

and that because my field can expand so wide, many people hundreds of miles away have picked me up. again whatever that means.

for example the Aura reader I mentioned earlier..

she lives about 600 miles away from me give a few.... I've never met this lady in my life. yet she picked me up right away. she was scared and apologized to me so many times I could hear the fear in her voice but it all went away as she heard my voice telling her I wasn't mad just concerned about the work she tried to perform on my wife.
this lady saw that I come from a long line so medicine people or as she called it "shamans" but that's as far as she could get. My wife told me as soon as her reading with this lady was done that she immediately went in to go drink water in large amounts.


I'm beginning to think there might be something wrong with me.

i will definitely mediate on learning to control those emotions I receive from people.. although I'm not sure ho to do this when it happens again..
but thanks..

Sorry Juan I have been away on tour, and I drop in here and there.

You make people actually crave your light. Many people. I can see you on a mound talking, chanting and teaching. As another post to you, I asked if you were Native American. I can see this all around you, that you were well.. a holy man before or your ancestors were. It is not something I usually pick up around people, but let me tell you.. people BOW to you or kneel to you.

I feel it with you. Your high vibration.. it's amazing http://www.discussworldissues.com/fo...lies/smile.png

Welcome !

Actually yes I'm of Native American descent. I say like that because I'm not a full blood ha ha( my mother is full mescalero apache)..I'm only half Apache but I was raised under Mescalero (apache)/Yaqui teachings. My great grandfather was a medicine man from Mescalero apache Reservation in New Mexico.we inherited land south of what is now the border of the US. back then.. well actually not that long ago.. Native American were not considered US citizens. because of this when they finally structuring a border in that area my Great grandfather was not allowed to return to the reservation.. silly politics of the day he was highly revered by both the Apaches and Yaquis as he was able to meld into the yaqui culture as a medicine man without adding any of the now popular black magic aspect which many northern mexican tribes are known for. because of this he gained much respect for being a humble and wise man.
out of all his grandchildren I think I was the only one he was there for at birth. he named me my actual name and was the one who taught me the little that I know now. most of what I learned was done so at or near the reservation or in a forest in the Northern State of Chihuahua. The elders at the reservation all agreed on my great grandfather going ahead to begin training me but he died when I was 9 and couldn't finish my training. http://www.discussworldissues.com/fo...lies/frown.png

I only want to be even a fraction of the man he was and reach out and help others whenever I can. this was the impression he left on me.

sorry that this turned into some rant like this ha ha...

but thanks for that...
I'm glad you were not turned away by me..
I've learned to pull back now after some mentoring from a Navajo Medicine man but I know I still have a long ways to go.



But from what you say.. maybe people try to feed of of my energy? lol??? am I that tasty .. just kidding ...
but in all seriousness.
I'd love to chat with you more on a more private setting... I get a good feeling from you...

Juan http://www.discussworldissues.com/fo...lies/smile.png I am Ojibwe (Chippewa) only 1/8th from my great grandmother, who was a seer in her day. http://www.discussworldissues.com/fo...lies/smile.png

I immediately FELT "the people" with you. A LOT OF THEM! http://www.discussworldissues.com/fo...lies/smile.png Your mentor, your great grandfather STILL guides you!

Not a rant, it was fascinating to read your culture and it confirmed what I have already felt in you.

Migwetch (thank you in Ojibwe)

we, the teachers, emit a light. A sacred flame if you will, that attracts people to learn, to seek, to absorb from us. It is good to keep up shields but also it is okay to share as well, through your words and your medicine. Your guides will assist you http://www.discussworldissues.com/fo...lies/smile.png They surround you http://www.discussworldissues.com/fo...lies/smile.png

d'nzhoo
a he ya he( you're welcome)
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I only hope to do him proud.

Yes I've learned to shield myself and at times I get complacent and then I dream horrible things.. just now actually i just fell asleep I was very very very tired.. it just came on to me.
my mentor. the Navajo Medicine man. was there when I woke up.. he even asked me " are you ok?"
I guess I looked a little beat up.

he was again drinking water.

I shook my head and said I'm fine

he then looked down towards me and asked " very bad dream eh?"

I shook my head once more and said Yeah.... normally I'm in control of all my dreams except for this one time. I asked him why did you feel it?
he said yes I think he helped me wake up and was probably why he was getting his water and made sure I was ok.

aww !! http://www.discussworldissues.com/fo...lies/smile.png That's awesome!

My guide is also Navajo! http://www.discussworldissues.com/fo...ilies/wink.png I thought he was chippewa but he told me in a dream and I said.. why did you never correct me!? He said.. you never asked.

HAHAH!

that was one of the very first things my GGfather taught me... to always ask for things directly... be it in dreams or in real life.

Looks like you and I have some things in common http://www.discussworldissues.com/fo...lies/smile.png

your guide is Navajo
and My Mentor is Navajo too.
I've been trying to learn some Di'neh from him but it's so hard at times ha ha. I would love to go with him to his Reservation and see if I can be taught more on a one one one setting. I've seen him do a few ceremonies and his light glows very very bright and white when he's doing so.

Yes that we do!

I went to our local community center for Michigan Indians (hate to use Indian but they did)

There was a Shaman there that taught us our language. I still have all the hand outs and grammar sheets.

You may be able to find Navajo sites online that will teach it.

My Native name is Waasekomikwe (Woman who lights the universe)

Never understood what that meant in my 20s. I sure understand it now !

Baamaapii Niinichkowen (Speak later, my friend)

interesting,

well being as the Navajo are considered an apache-an tribe. there are lots of similar words but again it's a different dialect so somethings mean different things and then add the slang of that tribe and that makes things even more difficult. ha ha

My great grandfather always called me something in the nnee/n'de (apache "the people") tongue.

I was called different racial slurs at the reservation.. you know how kids are.. especially seeing a half breed ( as the called me)...
ha ha.. kids will be kids.

the Navajo language amongst all Apache variations are very hard and there are only a select few texts out there and very little support on-line.

any way
thanks for chatting it up with mehttp://www.discussworldissues.com/fo...lies/smile.png
ka'dishday (til we meet again)

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It is a pleasure to meet another "half breed" http://www.discussworldissues.com/fo...es/biggrin.png


I would love to hear more stories, as my great grandmother died before I was born. I love the people of the nations, the way life used to be for them before the chaos.

Tell us your stories http://www.discussworldissues.com/fo...lies/smile.png


Baamaapii nnee/n'de