[cemDrymnVem]

out of the blue... received email today that a close contact of ours died after chemo 'cause of infection. hadn't heard from her in 7 weeks..she was poor like us with no money for food or electric and this winter spent huddled with her dogs 'cause was w/o heat. not the greatest last few months...she'll be better off...janet of atlanta you will be missed!

[smirnoffdear]

I shall give light to her soul that she is well. So far I cannot feel her. She is going through her debriefing.

[Keyclenef]

My sincere condolences for your loss. My thoughts and prayers will be with you.

[cemDrymnVem]

thanks guys and gals.

i'm honestly happy for her. leaving this place is the best thing that could happen to anyone.

[Keyclenef]

I couldn't agree with you more

[cemDrymnVem]

I couldn't agree with you more

you know what also happened. you won't believe it.

i was posting on an indigo forum right? i have financial problems and am at my wit's end because of the physical symptoms my partner and i are having...well on this indigo forum there was this 56 year old lady talking sexually with teenagers about not wearing panties and such right? so i confronted her and said it was inappropriate..right? so everyone started slagging me on that forum for telling her it was inappropriate to talk sexually with children down to the age of 12 years old.

they started telling me to get a job and such instead of dealing with the inappropriate nature of the communications. i had asked earlier for financial help from people because i'm so exhausted i can barely get out of bed in the morning...

so today i went on lightworkers.org and they had written 2 nasty comments in my blog telling me to get a job and they were plain nasty.

i was thinking..these people are lightworkers????? these 2 friends of this 56 year old woman who was talking inappropriately to children were attacking me on the other forum i went to lightworkers.org telling me to get a job and such.

this is crazy! so now i've closed my lightworkers account and left the indigo forum.

you know i wouldn't wish the symptoms my partner and i have on anyone. today i got up and i'm completely and utterly exhausted and can barely get out of bed and these people think it's a joke but it's not.

janet our friend was lucky to be leaving this horrible illusionary prison. i can't wait. i've had it with the darkness of humans. i've had enough of it and want to see the light.

this nasty dark energy must leave NOW!

[loikrso]

I am at a complete state of confusion here....
I totally agree that yes you should have stated your disapproval of the female female for talking to a young person about sex...

what i dont understand is some of your statements that you have no money or food but yet you have a computer and apparantly internet and electricity. these all cost money...if i was down to my last dimes my internet would be one of the things i would loose first. so this this leave me perplexed. I am by no means judgeing you about this just confused as the two things totally counterbalance your statements.

you seem more depressed than anything

and since you do have internet and blog etc there are many sites like Itsy is one I think that you can get work from them for doing work on your computer. there are actually quite a few of those type of places that i saw on good morning america a while ago.

type in work from home jobs into google and see if you get a list of them......

[cemDrymnVem]

I am at a complete state of confusion here....
I totally agree that yes you should have stated your disapproval of the female female for talking to a young person about sex...

what i dont understand is some of your statements that you have no money or food but yet you have a computer and apparantly internet and electricity. these all cost money...if i was down to my last dimes my internet would be one of the things i would loose first. so this this leave me perplexed. I am by no means judgeing you about this just confused as the two things totally counterbalance your statements.

you seem more depressed than anything

and since you do have internet and blog etc there are many sites like Itsy is one I think that you can get work from them for doing work on your computer. there are actually quite a few of those type of places that i saw on good morning america a while ago.

type in work from home jobs into google and see if you get a list of them......

i believe i said i work here in exchange for free housing only! internet is already here and we're using our old labtop

i do projects online but since banks are having issues giving POF (proof of funds) so deals aren't closing...my partner and i line up buyers and sellers of commodities but last few months have been bad..

and what is it with people nowadays that they think everyone is a scammer or something else?

i'm seriously beginning to question the whole idea of the ascension stuff...maybe it's just my partner and i going through this and not people like you...

i always thought it was planetary but i'm beginning to doubt huge 'cause people still are the same as they always have been...self centered and uncaring.

sorry but i'm not seeing much difference between you and the general population.

and i have to also say that i'm gonna laugh when everyone in the world joins my partner and i when the financial system collapses.

i guarantee you having been in the financial industry for years that you'll be homeless and hungry like myself in a few months

don't come asking me for money 'cause i tell you to get a job or i'll tell you you are a scammer.

nah...there is no planetary ascension and there are no lightworkers

there are only a few like my partner and i ascending in consciousness unfortunately for the rest of you it's gonna get a lot worse

thanks for your "support"

BTW - i promise you by the end of this summer that there will be "worldwide" bank runs and rioting etc. it's coming. trust me the derivative collapse has already happened and the bandaids they're using aren't doing squat.

good luck if you think people will help you 'cause they won't. that's been our experience.

ENJOY!

[jokilewqs]

Wow, Pure. It seems that Sophia was just asking a question and trying to give you some advice and you called her self centered and uncaring.

I'm new to this site, and so far (until now) all I have seen from most of these people is positivity and caring.

If you and your partner were really "ascending in consciousness," it seems to me that you would have no health problems or money problems, or at least they wouldn't bother you so.

Also, this thread was started as a bereavement page for someone. I really don't think your conversation has been an appropriate addition. I apologize to everyone who knew Janet on your behalf.

Just my two cents. Feel free to jump down my throat, too. I just really felt like I needed to stand up for Sophia.

[Nopayof]

You were right to do so Space and I know Sophia only has good intentions.

We will gladly give you love and light here but we do not like people bashing.

Please, if you feel that we are bashing you as well... maybe you need another new forum to complain to.

I know its hard. I too cannot find work and I have a degree in Medical Transcription. No one is saying you are just taking handouts. Sophia was just offering suggestions.

Love and Light


PM

Wow, Pure. It seems that Sophia was just asking a question and trying to give you some advice and you called her self centered and uncaring.

I'm new to this site, and so far (until now) all I have seen from most of these people is positivity and caring.

If you and your partner were really "ascending in consciousness," it seems to me that you would have no health problems or money problems, or at least they wouldn't bother you so.

Also, this thread was started as a bereavement page for someone. I really don't think your conversation has been an appropriate addition. I apologize to everyone who knew Janet on your behalf.

Just my two cents. Feel free to jump down my throat, too. I just really felt like I needed to stand up for Sophia.

[cemDrymnVem]

i apologize sophia

i give up

[Nopayof]

Pure

We are not attacking you. Or telling you that you need to get a job. We are not like that here.

We are LIGHTWORKERS. In abundance. If you re read your post I think you may see or feel what we did from it. It happens, where we type something and it comes out all wrong. If that's the case, then no worries. You said sorry and we move past it.

As far as help for you. You sometimes can be a martyr. This is not meant to be a stab at you. It is just part of your theme. You also have picked Humanitarian and Charity. There will be many times where you help others for no reason and you are charitable to a fault.

You are wonderfully gifted and you have a wonderful light inside. You need to know that we are all connected and we send you hope, love and light to get through this.

I agree that the world and its materials needed to be separated. Therefore this "shift" in the economy is helping people get back to basics, family, love, togetherness, time for the simple things. It is all in preparation for 2012 - the big emotional shift. The awakening of many of us. "lightworkers"

We are not angry at you - but did want to point out that it felt you were "sounding off" about the other boards, on us.

[cemDrymnVem]

Pure

We are not attacking you. Or telling you that you need to get a job. We are not like that here.

We are LIGHTWORKERS. In abundance. If you re read your post I think you may see or feel what we did from it. It happens, where we type something and it comes out all wrong. If that's the case, then no worries. You said sorry and we move past it.

As far as help for you. You sometimes can be a martyr. This is not meant to be a stab at you. It is just part of your theme. You also have picked Humanitarian and Charity. There will be many times where you help others for no reason and you are charitable to a fault.

You are wonderfully gifted and you have a wonderful light inside. You need to know that we are all connected and we send you hope, love and light to get through this.

I agree that the world and its materials needed to be separated. Therefore this "shift" in the economy is helping people get back to basics, family, love, togetherness, time for the simple things. It is all in preparation for 2012 - the big emotional shift. The awakening of many of us. "lightworkers"

We are not angry at you - but did want to point out that it felt you were "sounding off" about the other boards, on us.

yeah i know...it has been the stress of 4 years of symptoms, money issues, death of friend and my experience on that indigo forum.

i know it has nothing to do with any of you and i apologize for that 'cause none of you deserved my response but i'm human so i'm not perfect.

i just gave up yesterday. i thought who cares about money or food or anything for that matter.

i told my partner we'll just not eat and see how that goes. i don't care anymore really not. too long all this stuff and i've reached my saturation point.

these symptoms are getting more intense also. our head stuff (everything looks like props on a stage) is more massive than ever before and i wake up exhausted and barely able to get out of bed. heart noises have been frequent lately also followed by gas plus numerous other symptoms.

we've been told we're first wavers under hypnosis but what do i know really. we also have experienced as tolle talks about with losing everything including your beliefs to get to your pure essence beyond form and mind and we also relate to the mahayana buddhists idea of death of ego or sense-of-self. we have also experienced the no-thing-ness.

i don't know anything and i'm just fed up. i just threw up my hands yesterday and said i'm not doing anything. forget it. done done done. and i mean it and feel it emotionally.

thanks guys and gals for caring.

[Nopayof]

We will definitely send you healing and light. You need it. Thoughts are actions. Think UP not down. Give it to God or the Universe. You will not perish if you believe something greater is coming.

I know its hard to look up in the face of destruction, but there is a divine plan and you are not being ignored. Here or there. They hear you. We do too.

XOXO

[cemDrymnVem]

thank you laura and everyone else for your ideas and caring!

[Keyclenef]

Hello puressence, i'm asking for healing thoughts and prayers to be sent to you and your partner. I pray that you both soon have some respite from your health problems and other worries.

[cemDrymnVem]

Hello puressence, i'm asking for healing thoughts and prayers to be sent to you and your partner. I pray that you both soon have some respite from your health problems and other worries.

thanks so much skye

love,pure

[gundos]

Dear Pure,
I can relate to what you are going through. My son and I had to leave home because his father was violent. We lost everything, stayed in different shelters for 2 years. My immigr. status expired, I couldn't work in USA, didn't have relatives here, money, nothing. I had to run around like crazy, fixed my status, got worker permit, rented an apartment, completed training, and now I'm looking for a job. I know, I know... Jobs are very scarce now, but I'm sure I'll get me one just because I believe it. I was very bitter too, but something shifted in me when I saw that I get things done. I had so many people help me to settle down at my new place - donating furniture, money, one church where I never been before, heard about us and had a fundraising to buy us kitchenware and such. They even gave my son new PSP for Christmas. The secret? I was grateful for every littlest thing when I was broke, and for most important thing - that my son was with me, though his father tried to take him.
You sound very depressed to me, but believe me, you can do it.
I hope I could inspire you a little bit. Blessings to you, honey!

[cemDrymnVem]

Dear Pure,
I can relate to what you are going through. My son and I had to leave home because his father was violent. We lost everything, stayed in different shelters for 2 years. My immigr. status expired, I couldn't work in USA, didn't have relatives here, money, nothing. I had to run around like crazy, fixed my status, got worker permit, rented an apartment, completed training, and now I'm looking for a job. I know, I know... Jobs are very scarce now, but I'm sure I'll get me one just because I believe it. I was very bitter too, but something shifted in me when I saw that I get things done. I had so many people help me to settle down at my new place - donating furniture, money, one church where I never been before, heard about us and had a fundraising to buy us kitchenware and such. They even gave my son new PSP for Christmas. The secret? I was grateful for every littlest thing when I was broke, and for most important thing - that my son was with me, though his father tried to take him.
You sound very depressed to me, but believe me, you can do it.
I hope I could inspire you a little bit. Blessings to you, honey!

thanks for sharing your story enlightened

[Nopayof]

We are all here to learn how to get through the negativity. Whether you want to believe it or not. We chose the road blocks in our lives to learn more about how to get through them. Keep calling your guides. Keep focusing POSITIVE. You will find that the means come to you from the most unexpected places. Like Enlightened described.