[TXmjLW9b]

I will be kicked out of the house if I decide I quit my antipsychotic medications. My parents fear a relapse. Will I have one? I don't think so. Okay then, I'm out of the house. Abandoned. On the bright side, it will be an interesting adventure.

[alexbookhyip]

Everything is a new adventure
However, burning all the bridges behind you?
Maybe a compromise would be better

[cbUDaNFRu]

Yes, I would suggest perhaps easing yourself off of the meds.

A relapse is highly possible.

Do you have good energy pulsing through you? You need the brain-plasticity to heal physically before you can function in society.

Advice:

1. If your parents notice that you are off your meds, then there's something wrong.

2. If possible, I would spend as much time as you can with a highly spiritual person, preferably holy. Anyone who has God's ear, you want in your corner during this time.

3. Kicking the meds means a spiritual battle is bound to ensue. Be prepared. The enemy will gather friends.

4. Literally push out whatever influences have laid dormant inside of your mind during your time depending on the spirits in the pharmacy bottle to balance the influences in your mind. In order to succeed, you must have no force controlling your perceptions whatsoever. If they tempt you by saying that your skills will dissapear, you can certainly go a year without them. They will grow back, trust me. Once out, do not let them back in, and resist with every fiber of your being.

You must push, as though you were giving birth out of your mind. The point of those medications is so that you can have the presence of mind to do this.

5. Ask God to help, He can prevent the re-entering with a seal of the cross, and the blood of the lamb, and He can heal the damaged brain-tissue. This step is in my opinion the most important, because Christ gives us dominion over the demons if we have faith.

6. If you're homeless, a relapse is even more likely. Not sure why, I think it has something to do with not having a place to sleep.

7. Sleep is extremely important. Sleep a lot when not healing, and try to heal in your sleep if possible.

8. Once the demonic forces are defeated, then you must suffer at the hands of the "pleasant one's." This means a depression that could last between a couple of days to a year. This is one additional challenge that you must defeat, and your loved one's must help you through it.

9. Now you have achieved success, now bask in the freedom of the Almighty, and embrace the Light with all of yourself. You can now count yourself among the rarest of rare gems of the earth, hand selected by God to be saved. But, don't get too proud, and try not to get angry when people don't want to follow in your footsteps. Remember that you are rare, and in many peoples' eyes you are a "fluke." In fact, it would probably be best to be careful who you tell, not everybody believes in this sort of stuff, and the last thing you need is to get thrown back in the slammer, when you've been miraculously healed.

This is a time for rebuilding and replenishing. Soon you can join the ranks of our side, a line of mighty warriors. We are few in number, but strong in spirit.

Carefully follow my direction, cling to these words. Pray to God. Seek help from a spiritual person. Behold, the battle lines are drawn, and the wings of the angels are being spread even now.

This battle could take a long while, but every day you will come closer to being free. Every day is a struggle, but do not allow yourself to come under influences.

[WrinnaArraple]

Thursday...


I don't know what your condition is, but I will tell you my own experience and the knowledge I have about mental health. From my experience I will tell you, DO NOT go off of your medication(s) A.M.A. or "Against Medical Advice"! Seek a compromise with your psychiatrists - look for another medication if this one is not working for you, change the dosage on this one, whatever you have to do...but do not just go off of your medications! Even if you think you are weaning yourself off of them properly, you can have serious side effects and/or withdrawal from the process. At the VERY LEAST, you need a psychiatrist's close supervision.

Mental health is serious. There is a very real biochemical aspect to it, and there are some people who, for one reason or another - usually reasons none of us can really explain - just need to have medication to be healthy and stable people. It is not a bad thing to be on medication! You are not less of a person, less spiritual of a person, to be on medication.

I, for one, have very real biochemical problems. I have bipolar disorder and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder - and both of those affect the brain's chemistry severely. I have to take a mood stabilizer, occasional anti-anxiety pills (I try to stay away from them, but sometimes I realize I need them and even my guides have told me it's okay), etc. Without that mood stabilizer I cannot cope with the absolute torture that wracks my mind. It is a pain beyond anything - and has driven me more than once to attempt suicide, and once to nearly succeed. That mood stabilizer literally has saved my life. I am thankful for the miracle of modern medicine - even if it is very limited, still.

Now, your case may not be as severe as mine - but let me tell you, be very, very careful before you go off of those medications! Psychiatrists can be full of hot air, trust me, I know - but they also are right sometimes, you know. Try to work with your psychiatrist - or at least find another one to work with. I strongly feel there is a reason you are on these pills and you probably need them or at least SOME pills.

I know it is hard to deal with all this mental health stuff. Trust me, I know all about it! I have been in mental hospitals for "crisis stabilization" (in other words, saving me from hurting or even killing myself) repeatedly. Some of us experience a level of mental torture that none other would be able to understand...

But all that to say, please, be careful. I am very concerned, for some reason... I can't place why. I will be praying for you and hoping that you make a wise decision.

If you would like to talk more, feel free to PM or even IM me. I am on the computer a fair amount, because I am on disability and well...don't really have a life, lol! (It's okay, this is the life I am meant to have right now.)

[iouiyyut]

Sweetie, the first thing I gotta ask is is your feelings about "the void" that you wrote about in another thread. Are you still feeling that way? Your parents are probebly concerned about you and possibley their own safety as well. I am in no way qualified to say go off the meds, but with my background my advice to you is if the meds aren't working for you, talk to your doctor and see if he can change them or lower the dosage ect. You were recently released and need time to stabalize. If them meds arent working at all, get a second evaluation from a doctor, doctor, not just one who dous crisis intervention, and see if that one comes up with the same diagnosis. Sometimes, that happens . Do not be angry with your parents or your condition. Be strong, and try the other avenues before decideing to go off the meds. I'm sorry if this is the advice you didn't want to get, but I have to be honest about it. God dous heal people, but sometimes that healing dous come from things like modern medicine. I hope this is helpful.

[Fededorbprago]

Sorry, this is a personal question and you don't have to answer it. But how old are you?

[lomonel]

I will be kicked out of the house if I decide I quit my antipsychotic medications. My parents fear a relapse. Will I have one? I don't think so. Okay then, I'm out of the house. Abandoned. On the bright side, it will be an interesting adventure.

Tell them well if i get kicked out of the house it ain`t a relapse you`ll be worried about it`ll be which songs to play at my furneral.
Because if you`re council`s like ours they don`t do nothing to help our homeless people,and you have to pay to stay at the shelters.
And with this weather and all these muppits going around with guns and knifes, the streets are no place to live.
Soz to sound depressing but i just feel for you and don`t feel that it`s right for you to be kicked out of ya house just because you don`t want to take no medication.

God bless you mate and i`m thinking of you all the best.Sending me thoughts.

[TXmjLW9b]

Being 20 at the moment. I'm not sure what I will do. I'm functioning back like I should, not so much into the Void anymore. I still don't know what I'll do. Best option would be to stay at home and take the meds (every 14 days an injection). I'm not for it, but if that's what I need to do to keep living here, maybe that's for the best.. blah.

[Fededorbprago]

That seems like a good decision for now. Are you a student?

[TXmjLW9b]

No, I have work..

[yK2VgoEI]

Well as a nurse I have to highly recommend that you do not quit taking your meds. Perhaps you can compromise with your doctor and parents and try adjusting what you are taking. So, please, I urge you to stay on your medication regiment, especially if your doctor thinks it is important.

[cbUDaNFRu]

Ouch, you do the shots? Have you talked to your doctor about Abilify?

[NerbuitW]

I had only one psychotic episode. It was part of the alchemy I took, an experience perfectly planned. My parents don't believe a damn about it though, neither my doctor. I understand my parents fear for a relapse because of the thing I did wasn't very good, to say the least.

I believe the medications will put a brake on my spiritual development, simply because it blocks psychic phenomena, third eye development. Or am I so wrong to believe this? It even hinders healingwork.

A big problem because this is exactly what I wanted to develop.

Who knows, maybe it won't be that bad?

[cbUDaNFRu]

describe "alchemy," and describe psychotic episode.

With only one psychotic episode, why are you taking hard-core shots?? Something's not adding up here. Why aren't you responding to what I've been saying?

grrr...

[TXmjLW9b]

An alchemy, white powder gold stuff and software alchemy. http://aquaware.org/forum/index.php?topic=515.0 If you want to read more.

I'm taking risperdal, 37mg injection, not Abilify.

[ImapFidaarram]

I think Dark Sun means switching to abilify, thursday.

http://www.drugs.com/abilify.html

There's some information on it.. btw, in the side effects.. where it says "less serious", I think they meant "less likely"

You could try talking to your psychiatrist about it like Dark suggested. It could be a good idea if you want to look into it.

[Sapremolz]

I will be kicked out of the house if I decide I quit my antipsychotic medications. My parents fear a relapse. Will I have one? I don't think so. Okay then, I'm out of the house. Abandoned. On the bright side, it will be an interesting adventure.

I'm so sorry about all that. Why are you taking the medicine. Do you have other relatives or a friend to live with?

[NerbuitW]

Thanks All, for you kind comments and support. I can really use it as I'm falling back to my old not so optimistic self, whom feels lonely now. Maybe a winter depression. It will get better.

I didn't expect a psychotic episode from the Alchemy. It just happened after a while. It's still unclear for me too. I have to say I felt really good afterwards. In awe over everything, really connected. That was after my fear of death. I went through some sort of rebirth. Either way, I'm falling back somehow.

I did meet a girl online during my episode, whom went through the same stuff. A soulmate of some kind? I don't know. All very strange. I believe you would find my story very creepy.

[NerbuitW]

If you like, I'll tell you/anyone in PM.
Alchemy, white powder gold, ormus

[nakeseireo]

PM me please.