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Hi Mecca

let me give you a little story (of me:-)

for 20+ years I felt like the odd one of the punch. always wondering why I wasn't liked or why only a certain type of individuals, that I didn't like as much were my friends....

well, I learned to listen to my body, my vibration and my intuition when I am around others. I took notes for a year! I kid you not.

people always asked why are you always writing. I just smiled and said "just doing some research" and left it at that, but what I was doing was learning about me. from the inside out!

once I knew who I was and what type of soul I am. I was able to learn how others are. and know that when I feel something I take a step back and analyze it and know right away its not me. ONLY then its when you can enjoy the other individuals company.

see where I am getting too?

if not, here goes... you were looking for a certain type of energy. now do you know what type of energy/soul/individual you are? to make this judgement?
I think not cause as you mentioned it failed you.

I would suggest that you learn really learn who you are deep down and only then will you be able to recognize that energy that soul you so are longing for.

Peace and much love,

[Cxcvvfbgtr]

well I am glad to hear you do know who you are and know how your intuitive self works.
then the only thing is you may not have come across that energy. and its a possibility you may not.

I believe that the challenges we endure is placed infront of us to learn a lesson (trust me I have had my share too)

but you know what I always seem to have it bounce right off of me :-)

Peach and much love,