[WelcomeMe]

i just wondered how many of you can relate to this, and know people who are also having a hard time. a friend of mine who is quite sensitive psychically feels that evil has been surrounding our planet lately. i for one have been having a very hard time. then tonight i spoke to a friend who i hadn't spoken to for a while, and she told me that she has been going through a really difficult time lately.

if it is true, what my other friend said he feels, then we need to do something to help raise the earth's vibrations.

[Derrida]

i had quite a testing day on thursday, but then it all seems to be panning out quite well now.

remember whatever is going on now is for the greater good, so your friend will see this in time to come which will turn the negative exerience into a positive step ot learning curve.

[sesWaipunsaws]

yes amelia, i and others around me are feeling something that creates much struggles in many areas. these feelings are physcail, mental and emotion with all the bells and whisles that go with these odd, unexplained feelings and experiences.

i hadn't read your post until now, but i was out running some errands and it came to me that: it's our own selfs fighting one another (good / bad)

ok, we know we each have both sides within., the dark, the light, the good, the bad, the loving, the not so loving etc. etc. i too was thinking "again" outside of myself, for external reasons.... ha ha, :d as i smile, then was pointed inward...... these "evil feelings of being surrounded" are myself trying to beat my pure self of natural love.

the battle that i am experiencing is with my inner self trying to be in control .... wanting to be the strength that drives my actions in life, rather than the other side of my inner self (love), that wants to also be the strength that drives my actions.

is this "custers" last stand? all i know, is that, i have the will, the strength and the truth to live the best i can in each situation and "thy will be done" will see us through.

i just wondered how many of you can relate to this, and know people who are also having a hard time. a friend of mine who is quite sensitive psychically feels that evil has been surrounding our planet lately. i for one have been having a very hard time. then tonight i spoke to a friend who i hadn't spoken to for a while, and she told me that she has been going through a really difficult time lately.

if it is true, what my other friend said he feels, then we need to do something to help raise the earth's vibrations.

thanks for the post, feeling your words and questions

[Fdmnrnba]

yes and i have posted it up in another thread.
my hard time had to deal with my mother.
i've tried reaching out to her in hopes of trying to reestablish a relationship.
her response was filled with selfish pride and will not make an attempt to reach back.
my wife is upset and cant understand why my mother believes that my wife and her family 'hate' her.
its a shame that her pride is getting in the way and is keeping her from communicating with me and seeing her only grandson.
i have faith that this was planned from the beginning and the bigger picture will be revealed at a later time.

also forgot to add:
been suffering with a lower back pain for about 3 months.
apparently strained some lower back muscles.
finally went to the doctor and now going to a chiropractor for relief.

[autolubitelone]

you speak from my heart. i had times when all this spiritual knowledge, at that point i didnt even know of 2012 yet, and living these teachings in daily life filled me with great joy. i was always very centered, very happy, my vibration was so high and i felt like one of the happiest person on earth.
when i found out about 2012 and realized that this is all real, i was even happier because now i knew that all made sense. my whole existence made sense for the first time in my life, i knew why i didnt fit in so well like other people and always had struggle with the normal society.

but these days, since some weeks or so, all this knowledge that everything will be fine in the end, doesnt help me to stay centered. these days, my thoughts are rumbling again, i cant finish a book that i read, im very tired and also have some physical pains. and i have no clue why that is so, the only explanation i have since im quiet empathic, like all guys in here, that we feel how the old world is going down. its hard to describe but somehow i cannot become as centered as i was like for example 6 months ago, sometimes it works for some hours and i feel this joy again, but it doesnt hold any longer at the moment. i also have problems with meditation, like 2 months ago after having meditated for about 10 or 15 mins, i reached a state of pure balance and my mind was totally clear and everything was so vivid. now im not even able to get to that point, sometimes i fall asleep or just cant concentrate enough to clear my mind.

and somehow i feel that this is not my fault, because in general i should be happy, we all should be because we know the order of the chaos the world is in at the moment. i know its easy to blame it on other things than themself, but somehow i believe that its a dark time in the world at the moment and we feel the effects of it because of your empathy.

i tried to explain to my mum, why im so tired and kinda exhausted at the moment and came up with an interesting concept.
because we are slowly disconnecting from this world, i mean in a sense the false world that is full of lies and injustice and the new world still needs to be manifested, we are in a state of being inbetween.
i believe because of the knowledge what is really going on and the natural disconnection that follows, we are having less energy available than others who still feel totally connected to the old and materialistic world.
i think this also has to do with the fact that we are in the fifth night of the maya calender at the moment, once we reach the sixth day we will be more creative and will have more energy again. new ideas and inventions will blossom.

normally i just wanted to write like two sentences, but somehow it came out of me^^

i wish you a very nice day and night! :-)

love & light, frederik.

[rionetrozasa]

to all who are having a hard time. you, along with all who visit this forum, have a very special place in my heart and i wish you all the best.

i too have been experiencing trials of my own. one by one they arose and so, one by one, they are analysed, understood, viewed from a possible higher good, then dealt with.

mostly they are of a financial sense. car problems, job problems, etc etc. physically though... i am at an all time high. i have finally removed meat from my diet, it has done wonders for my levels of contentment and overall peace.

i hope you all find your way as pain free and with the highest good as is possible. my thoughts are with you all.

continue spiraling ever upwards,
austin

[invasuant]

i too, am tired. x__x

[BWJfEkOB]

wow guys me too, i think were in one of those periods where we all are facing our biggest issues, my problems mostly reside in my ego which has resurfaced. and like you bill i havent worked for over 3 years!, which makes writing a resume interesting. but after discovering im on my 16th day on my 18 day cycle im trying to balance out my ups and downs.

its funny, the less i meditate and pray the more things go downhill! so i guess that ones a no brainer, were all in it together eh

[grubnismarl]

i posted a topic almost identical to this at divine cosmos with the title 2008 the year of an odd vibration. not that i really care that i posted it in an egotistical way just more people mentioning the same thing and some minor insights to this matter at hand.

i think it is a cleaning of this plane so to speak. we have to spew all this negativity out of our systems to integrate the higher light. especially the ones that are focused on ascension with much of their being.

[Abofedrorobox]

something that comes to mind is what i did last wed, i wont get into details, but it was a service to self moment, i was basically doing it for my own good. there were 2 situations that day one about 15 min before i wasn't paying attention while riding my bike, i looked up and there was a car in front of me, i flipped over the bike, crashed pretty good, nothing life threating, though my body is now sore. shortly after when situation 2 comes up, my back tire on my bike loses air, theirs no hole due to something sharp puncturing it, seems like the valve broke.
i thought to myself theese may have been a test or a sign, and what happened was the effect or punishment of me failing.

[Calluffence]

i couldn't say any better, what you've all said already... i too am feeling the stress and strain and until reading this thread i was feeling a little guilty for not being able to get my act together... i was blaming myself.
i feel as if i'm much more emotionally sensitive to pretty much everything, and i'm always tired. meditation has been very difficult and that leaves me wondering what i can do to be proactive in all of this...

i can't put my finger on it but i do recall reading somewhere that what some of us are experiencing was predicted and to be expected.

my heart goes out to all who are in this "boat". we will make it together

love,
kelly

[Efonukmp]

something that comes to mind is what i did last wed, i wont get into details, but it was a service to self moment, i was basically doing it for my own good. there were 2 situations that day one about 15 min before i wasn't paying attention while riding my bike, i looked up and there was a car in front of me, i flipped over the bike, crashed pretty good, nothing life threating, though my body is now sore. shortly after when situation 2 comes up, my back tire on my bike loses air, theirs no hole due to something sharp puncturing it, seems like the valve broke.
i thought to myself these may have been a test or a sign, and what happened was the effect or punishment of me failing.

wow!

stuff/coincidences like that will cause one to lock the door and lay in bed with the blankets pulled up over your head!

but to put things in perspective, your "service to self indulgence" evaluation in this case is a bit awry. taking health care of your 2d meat suit is a desirable and most legitimate duty. the goal is 51% for others, 49% for oneself -- not 95% for others and virtually nothing for 'oneself'... after all we are all one. so, in a particular sense, taking care of ourselves is benefitting the 'all'.

does the above make sense? or is it mere sophism?

on the other hand, if you were preparing for the "mr. universe" title and overly obsessive in trying to get another inch packed on to your already swollen 20" bicep -- and were on the side surreptiously adding sucrose to your competitor's creatine-- well, that would be another story

love and health, billybobbiceptus

[AgowlSown]

well folks, things feel weird lately because the new frequencies streaming into the planet from the galactic core are literally tearing apart everything we believed about the nature of 3d reality. the old reality of fear and competition is crumbling at the same time we are being challenged to let go of our old beliefs, to let our ego-personality dissolve and be re-formed by the light of our higher self.

this whole process is quite disconcerting to the ego. fortunately, as we more deeply integrate our higher self into our mind/brain/body complex, the lows don’t feel quite so low, and the highs of love are smoother and longer lasting.

when you’re feeling off balance, remember to breathe deeply, gently set your ego aside and let your higher self into your mind while continuing to breathe. reclaim your power from limiting thoughts and enjoy the happiness that comes from “less thought.”

love,
cameron

[Gskdmidd]

from my feeling this the calm before we get hit with another huge energy surge from mother earth. the elites i believe are taking advantage of this atm. but within the next few months there is a huge energy surge coming which should start moving on a better path. i can feel the energy starting to come through. up and down my spine i feel it getting stronger and not just when i meditate. it is also being more constant.

remember all is well.

aside from that, this month has been a bit challenging, but i believe that it is pushing me to where i am suppose to be. the more i resist, the more i feel that resistor will become increased.

[Bemapayople]

after listening to the sept.19 what's new audio recording on project camelot, it sounds like october is going to be much more of the same and more to boot. it appears that if things continue on the track they have been october will be the the real change begins in earnest according to bill ryan and kerry cassady. interesting listen if you have the inclination or time.
l&l
berry

[illiniastibly]

no!life is wonderful right now...

[Salliter]

the bad stuff and the good stuff are comming much more frequently now due to the acceleration of the vibration of conciousness. the bad part is that you will encounter more stress inducing situations in a given time span. the good thing is that you are getting your bad karma out of the way in a hurry.

[lapyignipinge]

yes, am use to 6 digits. and now i have taken a job at 14 an hour. life changes. but it also brings me to this site. i think that what ever is prepared for us is for us to prevail. i trust god's law. or whatever you call that source. and if we are going through hard times-its to prepare us for something.

hold your head up....even if its box wine::d haha

[Stetbrate]

oh, dang it. i remember this really good quote for this exact kind of experience phase, but i dont remember the author....

"our thoughts create our experiences."

hmmm....oh yeah....now i know who said it!

david friggin wilcock! hee hee hee...


all kidding aside, its very true. the way we are looking at the world, directly and thoroughly affects the way the world "treats" us... (or should i say, the way we let the world treat us.)

if you keep telling yourself "im having a hard time, durnit!" then youre sure going to continue to have a hard time until you stop convincing yourself of that. the mind, as we all know extremely well, is a powerful tool. the way you use that tool is going to create your experiences indeed. things are going to happen that are weird and crazy, but if we keep a cool head, you will get through the experience like a knife through warm butter.

smooooooth, baybay. smoooooooooth.

[gardenerextraordinaire]

at this stage in time i feel a split between liquidating everything i have and moving out into the mountains - on the other side i feel like i have a message to get out, but few are wanting to hear about it. working seems just to create more bills than income and there is a feeling of dread that comes and goes, even though there is plenty of good to look forward too. it is a very strange sensation that the only way to get through this is just meditate and slow things down. so much stuff is happening that it takes all day just to stay informed.
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