[Anaedilla]

hello! my name is danielle. i found david not too long ago and it has changed my life!! i have a question that maybe someone knows something about. forums confuse me, so i hope i am posting in the right place. okay, bear with me. i know this sounds delusional, but, life is stranger than fiction, right? i have been plagued with all of the usual things i have been reading about here, and places like it. such as, a strange longing for other worlds, severe isolation, like no one gets me, and feeling that in ways i am ahead of my time but in other ways i can't seem to put one foot in front of the other. when i was 3 years old i actually fantasized about the characters on star trek being my family, and starred up at the stars every night with not just longing, but a sense of joy. basically, i've been a nutty professor type my whole life, born to a nutty professor type dad, with pointed ears no less! now, i know that it does not really matter where we are from, because we are all from the same place originally, but here's my question coming up. i have done past life regressions and i get lives from here, and other places. one was so vivid and detailed that i could not have come up with it if i had tried to write it in a book. has anyone heard of a being like this- 7 or 8 feet tall, long blondish hair that feels like horse hair, boney features, long fingers, and a face that has high boney skeletal cheek bones, sharp teeth maybe, and deep eyes with sharp pointed eyebrows? am i nuts? it was just so real and it haunts me. in the regression, i was walking on a desert landscape, wearing a brown robe, and i was depressed and sad, which is a theme in my life now. i was not eveil, just looked scary as hell. i have had others, but none so dramatic. gosh, i hope i'm not doing karma for being a self-serving e.t. in a past life. it sure would make sense though, as hard as my life has been. yikes. thank you very much for listening!!! much love!!!

[Wvq9InTM]

i have not... but its possible.

one suggestion for you...

try hitting the 'return' key every once in a while...

separate your thoughts using paragraphs...

it's an idea that works!

no offense intended... it's just a little hard to read your post when everything is so bunched up together in one paragraph.

peace bro!

dreamer

[Gofthooxdix]

hi cdspencer71,
welcome to the forum and know that you are among friends. i feel it will be interesting and hopefully worthwhile to do some research on "wanderers". i would suggest 2 different sources that i have found helpful; (1) the law of one http://www.lawofone.info/ and (2) l/l researcher http://www.llresearch.org/main.htm and click on "if you feel you are a wanderer".

let's us know if this resonates with you.

love and wisdom...steve

[Effopsytupt]

i was stunned when i read the second half of your posting. i had almost

exactly the same image of my self when trying to get in touch with a

lemurian lifetime. i didn't care if i lived because most of my friends and family

were dead, so nothing mattered anymore. the feeling made more of an

impression on me than the visual and i don't want anyone else to have to go

through that. i feel that lifetime has compelled us to be here at this time

to give hope and to assist in the transition. no, you don't sound dellusional.

welcome home cdspencer71.

[illilmicy]

hi everyone. danielle, you are definitely not alone in your experiences and feelings.

throughout my life, 99% of my dreams have been lucid. i sometimes try to direct things that are going on, but usually i am more passive: just observing and going with the flow, but aware that i am dreaming.

anyway, i recall a dream in my childhood where i was with a group of beings who looked a lot like the ones you described in your past life regression. i cannot remember all the specific details of their appearance, except that they were not attractive, to put it nicely. i remember a distinct "longness" to them: very tall, with features and body parts, well, elongated! we were wearing light brown robes and walking in a desert with a few very odd looking trees, with very crazy swirling branches. the overall feeling was of sadness, or even of being banished. we weren't out for a happy-go-lucky stroll; we had to move to survive. even now as i think of this dream, i remember while "in the dream" thinking that i was "someplace else", ie. not earth.

i believe this was for me a glimpse into a past life. not only did it seem to occur "somewhere else", but that it happened long ago. even at a young age (4-6 yrs. old ???) it struck me as way out of the ordinary; now, approx. 30 yrs. later the imagery is still very vivid. in my opinion, no one is "nuts" for having these types of experiences. i hope i am not being too personal or self-important, but my prayers of healing go out to you, cdspencer71, pointy-eared professor type.

by the way, i was once talking with a good friend and found she would not pay attention no matter what i said or how i said it. some time afterwards, she told me that on that night i turned into worf whenever she looked at me!

lots of love and light,
doug

[Anaedilla]

thank you all for that!! i feel much better now!! interesting that other people have memories of these beings. they are not the "usual" e.t.s. i willl do more looking around to see if i can find out more about them, and what they can teach us about life now!! i have found a really good pyschic. i'll ask her, and try to pull more info up in dreams. glad to be here! bye!!!

[twiffatticy]

it's comforting to know that there are others who feel the same way.

*edited to add*
i read the law of one stuff about the wanderers. i found it interesting where it says that wanderers can be a target for negative entities. i use to get scared a lot with nightmares and such as a young girl....the feeling of something very unpleasant in my room. it was after such an occasion that i prayed for help. suddenly, i felt what can only be described as pure love pouring into my being from outside me. i had this experience only on a few occasions, and always long to feel it again. i think as i got older, i became more conditioned by 3-d thinking, which acted as a barrier.
anyhow....it is an experience which changed me forever.