[Effopsytupt]

once in awhile i'll come across a person that says they are god. i will usually ask them if i am god too. not always, but most of the time they look at me like i'm crazy, as do my coworkers. the thing i really like about this site is that everyone recognizes our divinity, and out of love, they are willing to share their journey on a deep personal level. i so appreciate all the love and support i get here.
blessings,
addalight

[Emunsesoxmete]

"i did this by way of visualization of multiple points of light. i've suffered to gain this wisdom, and in a way, haven't we all?"

dear aaron, i can relate to what you are saying and can also appreciate it, but would like to add something here that you must have experienced several times over.., and that is that the state of beingness is compassion. the only way to reach anything for me, is to reach high into the heart of the matter, and matter itself, the world is literally lit up in moments of lucidity, and truth is compassion, which sets us free.

much peace,
michelle

[Ocqljudq]

michelle,

well said.

one 66

[illignocearia]

hello members,

aaron has been very devisive and i have banned him. after a week, i will also delete this thread. for now, i am going to simply close the thread, so if you think i should leave the thread up, please let me know within the next 5 days by pm'ing me.

i am sorry i didn't stop this person sooner, but he added another 4 completely delusional posts tonight that changed my mind. his beliefs (or non-beliefs), completely contradict the law of one material that we study here, as he even preaches there is no god, or oneness or whatever your word is for the whole. chris

[illignocearia]

hello members,

i have had some intersting and wonderful comments to me, so i am opening this thread again and you may put your comments here. i think that this would help us all deal with a person i suppose we would all see as sts or spiritually damaged in some way. i hope that aaron sees someday the futility of separateness.

you are a wonderful group, and i thank you for your support here. chris

[illignocearia]

here is a message from a member with much compassion:

hi aaron, this is just a personal message and doesn't have anything to do with the forum. i've worked in psychiatry for the last 30 years so when i see postings like your's, epecially this time of year i think, manic episode. the volume of postings, the hypergraphia, and disconected thoughts are all signs that your illness is getting out of control. i just wanted to give you a gentle nudge to go back on your medication and/or see your doctor. i understand your spiritual beliefs are important to you and would encourage you to keep them. the last time i checked, hopital stays are not very supportive of that. it would be better to do something about it now. in no way does taking medication diminish you as a spiritual being or show a lack of faith. it's just a chemical imbalance, it isn't who you are. i will keep you in my prayers.

[icerrelmCam]

this was beautifull aaron. i just had to reply in acknowledgement. we all have this ability to give voice to the one that is in and beyond the many and each one of us can bring it forth in our own beautifull way- opening the ears and eyes and heart to the truth within each of us. a bell that sets off all the other bells and the orchestra awakens and the song of god has awakened and we are the song and the song is us.

[Liabmeasez]

my goodness.

well, i suppose i could see this coming. he was just a little 'too' out there. while it's great that he sees what he thinks he sees, i want to say that a person who is properly enlightened can still have his feet touching the ground even though his head is in the clouds. i guess i didn't see the rest of the drama on the board till i got here today. god bless him, he'll return when the time is right with his own brand of special wisdom to impart on us all.

among the indian type guru's theres a word thats used when it appears that a great teacher begins to show distortions towards service to self, mostly in the form of sexual, financial and some personality distortions. the idea was that while you could be come enlightened, there seemed to be a space at which it was easy to have these distortions show up. reading the ra material it makes sense, any one that is enlightened better also be disciplined otherwise negative greetings may begin to effect distortions in the person.

i also remember reading something along the lines that the more polarized one became in one direction or the other, the easier it was to switch polarities, at least until integration later.

there seems to be some mechanism of keeping latent abilities at bay till one is ready to use them properly. i believe that we are all quite capable of seeing the infinite, being unified in oneness, etc. but these things also come with great responsibility, if that would be misused it might result in a karmic backlash that sets one back quite a few steps. it might be the difference between aiming a rubber band at some one, or a gun. one carries a greater responsibility with the later than the former.

this will be a great reminder of the responsibility we all face in growing into oneness. may arron find love and light without distortions. amen.

[orgagsUpsepsy]

i'll share that in a pm to chris i said "any wisdom he had to share was obscured by his other posts", or something along those lines.

its very unfortunate to see someone who has alot of good things to say, but came across as "all about me", etc. in addition, chris mentioned that he had sent more delusional posts that weren't approved, which can only make on wonder. accordingly, i'd have to say the last straw was "going against the law of one".

the cryptic "you don't know me" was the turning point in my "support" of aaron's writings. i guess at this time i'd like to publicly apologize to ewhaz for my reply in this thread - while not an issue of right or wrong, you were able to perceive this "trouble" before others. i certainly was humbled as this situation played out.

while no psychiatrist, i'd have to agree with the "diagnosis". btw, being someone who traditionally suffers from the season change, sad, could this be the trigger for aaron's behavior?

aaron, if you are reading this, please take a moment to sit back and reflect.

as david so eloquently put it in another thread,


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yet it is obvious from your own pain and sense of purpose about what you're doing that you don't see how it looks to the more balanced members of this forum.
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no one is asking you to be a positive or negative force on this forum.
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there is nothing at stake.
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nothing needs to be done on this forum.
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we are seeking ... only team players.
... i remember someone else saying "no one needs to be taught anything on this forum". while its true we all share experiences, interpretations, opinions, etc., the truth is purely subjective and can only be perceived from within. i've always thought that "the truth" cannot be communicated through words alone, so any effort to describe it were futile. there are fundamental "truths" to which we all "suscribe" - these are the objective statements we've all gathered throughout our journey and freely share here.

david and chris's words reinforce that this forum is a community for learning, a place for sharing, but not forcing one's "truths". i believe each member has a contribution to our collective learning as we nuture this budding social memory complex.

aaron, i hope you get the help you need and channel the emotions of "this event" into positive energy, a chance to refine your approach to sharing your insights with others. while there may be some beautiful truths in your words, they won't be "heard" in the way you "spoke" them...

i've found that in serving others, i was and am not the focus - if anything, i'm transparent... my service rarely incorporates discussing the "things i've learned" with people outside the dc forum. most of the people who we serve will have no idea what we're talking about. with that said, we serve by example.

in the times to come, our "message" of hope will have to be gently shared with those willing. any one person exhibiting behavior of a "wild-eyed prophet" will damage our cause of raising humanity. no single person will usher in the new dawn, it is a collective effort, one that i'm personally proud to be a part of - with all of you blessed members of this dc forum, and like minded folks throughout the universe.

all is one.

art

[Liabmeasez]

the cryptic "you don't know me" was the turning point in my "support" of aaron's writings. i guess at this time i'd like to publicly apologize to ewhaz for my reply in this thread - while not an issue of right or wrong, you were able to perceive this "trouble" before others. i certainly was humbled as this situation played out.

there is no reason to apologize, it helps keep me in check . i was struggling to not let this become a personal and emotional issue and simply keep things moving. i guess it was the 'messiah' type message at the beginning that seemed to make me wary of what he was saying. though, as they say, every one is a mirror for ourselves. while its easy to say 'wow was he wrong!' its better to turn that back on ourselves and find how this truth applies to us and how we can learn from this.