[Emunsesoxmete]

dear kinawe, sending kind thoughts you're way..., i don't know whats going on or who you are, but i do know we are not ever really alone in the universe. never forget you always have loving light beings at your side to help guide you through, and that you are ever growing and learning within that true light.

much peace...
michelle

[hoarrimilsora]

please share what you can.

i just closed my eyes, and thought: 'go somewhere from your childhood', meaning you should, since i'm still living here ^^.

[orgagsUpsepsy]

i'll keep you, and all the others experiencing these times of cleansing, in my thoughts. hang in there - love is on its way!

although we can "create" our reality, sometimes we cannot control how these catalysts play out. try to sit back and observe the lessons being introduced - its not an easy task. i don't have too much time to elaborate, which is probably a good thing...

again, hang in there! you are loved more than you can imagine!

art

[orgagsUpsepsy]

i don't know if it would be appropriate for me to list what is going on...

kinawe -

i apologize for my short response earlier - afterward, your sentence here kept creeping in my mind...

anyone can go to the forum rules, or simply read around to find out's whats inappropriate for this forum. however, simply put, listing your issues is, in my opinion, very appropriate - we're here to help each other. i find that the simple act of speaking them out loud (or in this case, writing them down), brings alot of clarity - clears the fog and lets you see the lesson at hand. i can understand some hesitation in posting your personal situations; trust me, it takes alot of courage to do so. but, this is a safe place for learning and for healing. in addition, someone may be able to offer a perspective on things for you...

with that said, its up to you whether or not you want to "air your dirty laundry"... either way, its ok. i once feared doing this, but afterwards, felt so much better just getting it out. readers of your post have the free will to read through it or not, so please don't think you'd be doing anything inappropriate by communicating your situation...

again, best of luck my friend. hang in there - you are not alone in experiencing the craziness that all of us are going through. and, asking for help is a sign that you are ready to confront the situations at hand...

art

[Avaindimik]

thank you to all of you. your thoughts of encouragement have been helping me through what is the toughest experience i have lived through as yet.

if i may i would like to share at least, in brief, the tail end of what has occurred to prompt this posting.

there was a man murdered beside my residence the morning i was to leave for a visit with an ailing grandmom. my visit was draining as i learned of the turmoil that all most my entire family is enduring.

back at home i had to get my child to a visitation with her father through police barriers that were in place due to a bomber, only to be met with threats of violence after which my child was driven away. the police have been helping but it is a convoluted situation and will take a while to sort out.

i am fairly certain that she will be returned very soon, but not being able to even speak with her and the slight uncertainty that is in the wings has been as i said above the hardest experience i've dealth with.
this is where the energy that you are sending out has helped me-in the sit and wait time.

i couldn't sleep and so watched david's videos last night and was hit with profunditity at the end when i heard him say that with an open heart one must have/use wisdom,a simple statement yet it home for me. for a long time i was confused as to why people continued to do hurtful things to me even though i was doing work in and out of meditation to forgive them.

mr. wilcock provided the simplistic yet most in depth answer that i already knew, but mabe wasn't really ready to fully comprehend-boundaries + open heart=let you live let me live.

i apologize if i am unclear in any way i may be a little too tired to be writing, but i wanted to respond while i was able.

again your loving thoughts on top of the vids has aided me tremendously, thank you.

[usacomm]

in forgiveness lies the stoppage of the wheel of action, or what you call karma. when i read this it was very helpful for me to get over some things that were bothering me. forgiveness is the way to free yourself of the nasty cycle you may be in and begin sailing to your sunset and begin to polarize yourself in love and positivity. forgive other people and don't forget to forgive yourself as well. this helped me and i hope it helps you too. take care.

[orgagsUpsepsy]

kinawe -

i do hope that things are coming to a resolution. ever since you shared some details about your situation, you have been in my thoughts...

again, hoping the best of outcomes for you. we are here if you need us.

art

[Avaindimik]

hello to all,

thank you art for your continuing support, i am pretty sure your positive thought waves(and others here i am sure), are a big part of what is keeping me going through this.

my daughter is safe here at home, although not without dense emotional confliction. we have been and will continue to work out the negativity-in more ways than one i suppose.

i would like to speak a little more about the reasons surrounding my original post. when i said that i didn't understand what it all meant, i was referring to the two incidents that occurred in very close proximity of my residence. as i don't believe in coincidences, i am still not sure what the meaning of the catalysts (i think i remember something about 22 archetypes being related to catalyst, when i have a chance i'll revisit this) was. sometimes i feel a little thick headed (not easily able to figure something out) when it comes to my own stuff. which brings me back to a point made by a poster (or mabe posters) about not being afraid to share. i have been working on this, but it's been a lifetime of struggle to overcome feelings of inferiority-and when i am upset my words can sometimes be jumbled kind of reiterating that feeling.
so i thank you for inviting me to "air my dirty laundry"-you were right it does help.

secondly the boundaries (which is the one i do understand) that i spoke of were in relation to physical boundaries (such as orders of protection and police help)-it is unfortunate that not doing so has caused so many consequences for my child and myself, i wasn't strong enough to do it. although it may be too late (for reasons that are too labourious to mention) in some regards, i am getting stronger, day by day, and i will do everything i can to rectify the consequences of my inaction.

it is of great comfort to me that people out there would take moments out of the day to send kind thoughts out for me.

[Avaindimik]

i'm not sure if this will make it to the forum but i am in need of some kind thoughts sent my way. in a previous response i had posted i relayed that i was sharing some catalyst happenings with another poster or posters.
things have worsened for me, around me and i am not sure what it all means.
i don't know if it would be appropriate for me to list what is going on so if i could just again ask that mabe some of you out there would please send some kind thoughts my way i think i could benefit a whole lot from that.
thankyou