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last night i woke up from a disturbing dream.

these types of dreams (ufos, ets, etc) always occur in a scene that's in front of or near my parents' home, where i grew up. i'm assuming that dreams like this represent "home," but doesn't need to be taken literally and can mean something else.

anyway, in this dream i was standing outside, and from my point of view i could see three mini-nuclear explosions. there were possibly more, because i recall seeing flashes of light in the distance such as the elementary school that's one city block from my parents' home. but from my perspective, i could only see three.

these looked like the typical nuclear explosions you see in video from all the testing that was done many decades ago. only these were miniature. i'd estimate the size to be approximately the perimeter dimensions of a regular good sized home and about 10-14 stories tall.

after they hit, i wasn't scared at all. it was as if i was expecting it. i recall saying, "oh there it is. what will happen next?"

there were no blast waves of any kind. just the yellow/orange flash and the standard mushroom cloud.

anyone else having these types of dreams?

[Clarissa]

in my reality, such atomic mushroom clouds have been signs of higher consciousness and awareness of truths and realities i never thought i would be privy to. if this were myself i would be searching my awareness for at least three truths which have come into being in my life which have changed my whole perspective of reality. consentrate and build on these truths.

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excellent idea.

however, the amount of "truths" i've learned over the past several years are numerous. i wouldn't know where to begin. they've all been very eye opening, in more ways than one. none stand out more than the rest. all are important in their own way.

mentioned on another forum recently that i feel when people learn these truths, that they go through some sort of grieving process. denial, anger, guilt, depression and acceptance.

perhaps that's not relative to this post, but still an important thing to know. especially when those like us share truth and are met with opposition.

[jacknates]

dear ceara, hello. yes, i have had about 5 or 6 dreams like this, and its funny, but they have for the most part, either taken place at my childhood home, or somewhere in that neighborhood. that is always baffling to me as to why there. and the dreams always have that feel of strange real. and, its funny, because just last night, i remembered a sidewalk area where i walked as a kid, and remembered a spirit that was there helping me.., a very loving spirit, it brought a few tears up remembering that..,anyways..

in one of those dreams, i remember, when seeing the nuclear type bombs beginning to explode, i am not only not afraid, but feeling much relief and actual excitment at the thought of going "home", meaning dieing. i can see the bright flash of light from the bomb coming toward me, and the heat of it, and i literally melt suddenly into a white light dimension floating very fast to "heaven".

heres the kicker with that dream. while in the white light, i see my children, also flying fast through the whiteness. but, instead of being happy, i was suddenly extremely overtaken with the most heartwrenching feeling of missiing them, how much i loved them on this earth plane, and that now it would all be a different thing, even though they were still with me. i literally felt them being pulled away, and experienced such a huge feeling of regret at not being able to spend more time with them in this plane of existence, even though we were always so very closely linked with love. i knew they would be with me in this whatever new dimension, but it would not, could not, even with all the negativety on this planet, be the same as the particular beautiful possibilities one has here on this plane of existence.

the third dimension suddenly seemed sooo much more precious than i could have ever imagined. i remember begging the light to please just let me go back with them some more, feeling sooo much more love that could still be had between us, even though, like i said, we were all already so close and loving, but, it was as if, even if i did my very best of best of the best with them, it still would never come close to how much endless unique love one could truly experience here.

i woke up.., thankful for the third dimension, haha,.., and feeling nothing more than wanting to love all i possibly could, them, and every timeless possibility, hey, only available in this plane. earth, and all her troubles became more like a place like "heaven" herself.

its funny also, how i have always only known of ets as friends, have even heard 'them' speaking in me with information of utter love and light, but in these kind of dreams, they are a bad group of ets in black ships trying to take over and destroy, and seem to be very unfeeling types. i still don't know why i have dreampt that, but so have others i know as well.

mmmm, up for grabs!

much love and light,
michelle

[Clarissa]

there is doubt why i related to your dream as i did. i certainly hope i did not interfere, with the true meaning of your dream or side track you from truly discovering what it meant.

i was very much awake when the following happened, which in my reality is no different then my dreams, because i have had so many waking visions and never really understood what they were or the purpose of these so called insanities. but thanks to all the connections i have now made with the truth, i expect the following to take place again. i was at work when this happened and i have never quite been able to put this many pieces together since that time. but as of late, i certainly have gathered enough thoughts and truths to once again be able to do this. thanks to all of you.


i walked to the restroom to splash my face and collect my thoughts. as i lowered my head into the large wash station, which was made of terrazzo, i noticed that the little bits of stone in it, which i was focused on, clearly looked like the number 12. i thought, r ~ relationship. then it hit me like a mushroom cloud of thought, something i had never experienced.
one thought connecting to two, connecting to ten, creating hundreds of thoughts, connecting to thousands, creating tens of thousands and thousands more thoughts. it was a chain reaction of thought that i could see, as if my eyes were turned inward facing the back of my head.
the sensation of a near death experience was the only concept my now clear and focused mind could relate it to. that mushroom cloud of thought, physically, actually seeing the synaptic connects in my brain. i had never experience anything like this before and it was truly overwhelming.
in a mere instant, all of the universal knowledge i had tapped into over the past seventeen years became crystal clear, and one statement said it all: “now that i know the secret, there is nothing that i lack.”

it's been over fifteen years since this happend, i guess i'm about due to refocus again. thanks!

[DurryVony]

ceara,

i think that the yellow in your dream referred to your 3rd chakra, the center of will, and the orange in your dream referred to the 2nd chakra associated with how you deal with others.

just my thoughts.

it seemed to be a busy night for dreamin'. last night in my dreams i was running up and down a wooden staircase with lots of steps. in the dream i was able to easily run up and down them and quickly too, like mercury. i was a sort of teacher in the dream and people were looking up at me from near the bottom of the staircase...which was partially inside and lead out to the outdoors where you would see stars in the sky. what a strange staircase in very expansive scenery. this dream i found quite interesting because i periodically have dreams about staircases and sometimes i am slow on the staircase like i have an elephant on me and with others passing me by, and sometimes i am average speed, and sometimes i am fast again. so i must be reaching a pretty big goal in that i am able to traverse the stairs so easily now in this particular dream.

charran