5 serial attempts, invisible wall
 

19 July 2010, 5.00 am

I was lying on the floor (without any insulation but pyjama), head direction in north. I was out already without knowing. I could not go outside the room despite all my efforts, then i saw my hands, they started melting; so oobe was confirmed. I struggled hard to get out of room but couldn’t; instantly I was back.

Second attempt followed quickly, again could not get outside the room by door; back again.

Third attempt followed quickly; this time I tried to go away flying up.. but could not take off; back again.

Fourth attempt was conscious exit; used rope technique and I was out; tried to get out of room but still couldn’t. I felt someone is watching me or maybe perhaps he is not letting me go out of room. Back again.

Fifth attempt was unconscious again; I tried to attack the watcher with energy ball.. but couldn’t succeed; that figure didn’t attacked me in return however, I was back again.
5 serial attempts without any fruitful success. All time some invisible wall was hindering me to go out of room; I even imagined other place to be.. but didn't teleported there.

What could be wrong here??

Thanks,
Manish

A few things are possible- One would be that you were 'too much' in synch with your surroundings. Did you try to fly?

I did tried to fly in third attempt.. but couldn't even jump. I guess that watching figure was my higher self.. what say?

Try talking to the watcher and reasoning with it. Then you might at least get some answers, if you don't manage to get out.

I'll try it next time if happens.. though I tried to fend it off by attacking with power balls but it didn't worked at all ... and even the watcher didn't defended himself or attacked me back..!!

If the watcher is a self-aspect or artifact it wouldn't fight back, or even respond logically.

Exactly. I suspect that the presence is an aspect of your self.

I'm an occultist. From my experience, most of the obstacles that we encounter towards more complete perception and realization are generated from within. Sometimes it's from fear, and other times it's more like a security lock.

Try reasoning with it. If it's unresponsive, focus your exact intention before trying to leave, making your Will clear. If you can't, focus that same will and intention on getting the presence to allow your departure. If that doesn't work, maybe there is something that you must first do, learn, or experience before continuing?

I think if I make my will clear before exiting, I will be presented with the mind generated scenario; so I usually don't have a plan before exiting. I'll try next time your inputs. Thanks.

hey, Manish,

I had the same problems in the beginning of my attempts. Try to relax and release your tension. These are most likely energy barriers coming from your own fears, insecurities, or even too much excitement and tension. I had cases where I would attempt to fly through a window, which is my favorite, but the glass appeared to be solid and I was not able to get through. I did not give up, however, just closed my eyes for a second, relaxed, said to myself that all the barriers around me are dissolving.
Or another method is just to stay where you are, don`t try to pass through walls, roofs or windows. Just think of a place you want to be. For example " I am going to Paris" or " I am in a beautiful island"
Try to imagine this place and according to my own experiences, I always feel vacuum like sensation for few seconds and I end up on the other side, wherever I've requested to be. Well, sometimes these places don`t always look like the way I imagined them, but that`s a whole other topic.

Thanks LightBeam.