[bataovady]

Part II The saga continues:

Remember the crazy guy who went on about the Reptilian Aliens, and the FBI, and how I was his Soul Mate and we had to have a baby to save the world? Well, he showed up again.

This time he sat glaring at me from a corner, kicking his foot fast, and knitting his eyebrows together angrily like he was trying to make a sweater.

I'm am 100% sure since I turned down his advances (because he is a crazy whack-job) he has now decided I must be Evil. I have become his Arch Nemesis now.

What I wonder is, how deeply is my ex-teacher involved in this? As you'll recall, it was information from a mad-monk (my former teacher at the buddhist temple, who fell under kundalini psychosis) who sent this weirdo to come find me in the first place.

I was was shaking I was so upset and angry. I walked out. I almost drove to track him down at the temple and ask him what his problem was with me, and what all he was telling this psycho.

Has he been feeding him information on me, again? What is he telling this guy - and why? Is he using him to get to me? He's obviously manipulating this man -but to what ends???

Anyone psychic out there, can you get any info on the situation? I really get the feeling this is "bigger" than I think. Why is he out to get me? What is he getting out of this?

[bataovady]

Well, you don't have to be psychic to reply. Any insightful comments are welcome.

[Vomekayafboke]

Maybe he feels betrayed by you.Don't ask me why.Maybe he was guided the wrong way.Just my feelings on this.

[bataovady]

He turned up a third time. Glaring @ me in the same manner. So, I played dumb.

I walked right past him, flashed him a big beaming smile, said "Oh, hi!" Waved enthusiastically, and kept right on strutting.

Like "Wrong? Nothings wrong. You hate me? I have no idea."

That oughta throw him for a fruit loop.

[Apparpsmose]

Leyla, in cases like these I apply one of two approaches:

1. I ask directly what it's all about to the person who appears to be behind it all.

2. I get someone I trust to find out for me.

[inofindy]

I also think some sort of protection might be in order. Some sort of talisman or just a good shield. It can't hurt, anyway.

[bataovady]

“The difference between a mystic and a psychotic is that the mystic knows when to shut up.” - Gary Frick, M.D. LMAO @ your quote.

If I confronted him, odds are against him telling me the truth. I will see about sending someone to ask.

[scoussysows]

I think he is trying to help you.

I think you could handle this situation better. You are scared and using it to draw attention to yourself.

[bataovady]

Ultra - You think I should go with him? You must have missed the first post:

http://forums.astraldynamics.com/viewto ... highlight=

[CializCialiscsqw]

I don't post here alot nor do I know you but I have a bad feeling about this. I get this impression some kind of message is trying to be conveyed but due to some unknown circumstances something wrong occured.

I feel this is a dangerous, very unstable individual and you should be very careful. I have the feeling he might try to harm you if he decides that it's necessary to forward his agenda, or through some unrational decision on his part.


-Astral_Ace

[scoussysows]

Something tells me Leyla you know the right thing to do. You just want someone to tell you to do it.

[Katrinsitter]

That's a bit rude, UM. I think a lot of people, even when they know what they should probably do, like a little input and encouragement. There's no crime in that.

[kilibry]

I know one thing for sure, he isnt any kind of righteous person, 'evil' even. If he were truely good and for whatever reason saw that you were his soul mate, then he wouldnt have 'advanced' on you like that, he acts like a neg, theres selfish persuits behind his actions. The world cant be saved, thats rediculous to me, only the people in it can. I think the man is being lied to and controlled by something quite bad, and that thing has it's own secret agenda.

[bataovady]

I have learned the guy is also on drugs, anabolic steroids for bodybuilding, which can cause aggression and mania. This may be the source of his delusions.

I have a male friend who's offered repeatedly to beat the guy up, but I think that would only cause more problems. Someone suggested going to the police, but he hasn't made any direct threats. I also don't know his last name.

So far he hasn't done anything but give me dirty looks. I think I would get a warning from my guides first, if he were going to try and attack me.

[bunkalapa]

Leyla,

Parables are useful in situations like this because they draw out our common sense. The one I would repeat from a great historical leader's disciple is "Know the tree by its fruit."

You said that he had given you "dirty looks" so, he is a dirty tree, for the moment anyway. Trust your intuition. Preserve your confidence and keep your calm discernment about you. If you really became bothered but do not want to involve your local peers you could collaborate with the more powerful individuals in this forum to syncronize a group meditation programmed with the intent for each cooperator to simultaneously petition their higher selves and spirit guides to solve your problem 'for the greater good of all' on the higher subtle levels. This way, none of our egos could mess anything up or reflect negatively on AD itself. Our higher selves and spirit guides are far, far better equipped to help effectively anyway.

I am no zealot for any cause except nonviolence (Satyagraha). Having said that, I would be first in line to take part if need be. I am, among other things, a Reiki healer. There is always a better way if creativity and calm, deeply reflective discernment are used by those who know how to use them properly.

If you have read aunt claire's posts you can begin to realize the value of focused, appropriate group work.

I am so glad to be part of this forum and it gives me a sense of solidarity that wouldn't be there without it. This feeling of solidarity, if you can feel it as I feel it, may be wholly sufficient to help you in this, without any action taken, if you realize that it is here if the need is true.

Of course, the site admin must have complete control over any such event, and would have to approve all of these things explicitly beforehand and actively orchestrate the event, if AD's integrity is to be maintained.

Sings Eric Clapton: "Got me on my knees Layla, beg you darlin please Layla, darlin won't you ease my worried....miiiiiiiiiiind....."

[CedssypeEdids]

Of course, the site admin must have complete control over any such event, and would have to approve all of these things explicitly beforehand and actively orchestrate the event, if AD's integrity is to be maintained.

I personally think this would not require staff intervention to organise. Usually members organise quite efficiently on their own.

I like the idea.

Oliver

[Apparpsmose]

Nor would staff consent be required. Members are free to experiment as they wish. The only instance in which staff would intervene would be if we felt one of our members were threatened by another.

[DuePew]

Of course, the site admin must have complete control over any such event, and would have to approve all of these things explicitly beforehand and actively orchestrate the event, if AD's integrity is to be maintained. This site admin wouldn't want to be in charge- whomever is the most talented and can handle the responsibilities should be in charge. Subgroups from here form from time to time and post their experiences here, and usually administration isn't involved, except to monitor content and language, and as Beekeper said, to watch for dangerous behavior and give appropriate warnings.

[bataovady]

I don't know what you guys are planning to do, or have already done, but I got word the mad-monk made a public announcement months ago that he was about to lose all his powers, and that he had foreseen it.

...although it could just be a creepy coincidence.

I just felt I had to share that with you.

[bunkalapa]

Oliver, Beekeeper, CFT,

Truly enlightening and empathic responses, thank you. For a while, I've wondered exactly how sub-groups would be managed on AD. I am relieved to find that you stand as you do on this. So much good can be accomplished through worldwide synchronization of even a small number of proficient meditators. Burma could benefit from such a project right now.

I have recently completed my understanding of the timezone system and calculation of correspondences thereof, to me a truly esoteric art if ever there was one! I have been itching to put it to use because I have witnessed unspeakably subtle, beautiful things happen quickly where meditative power is focused, especially over a couple weeks...the phrase 'metaphysical ecology' comes to mind. Ecologists have shown that a single flap of a butterfly's wing in the rain forest can add just enough force to a system to cause a hurricane to eventually occur across the globe. Each of us matter so much more than we may give ourselves credit for on a daily basis!


CFT, you said; "Subgroups from here form from time to time..." Well I'd like to ask you, "how much wood could a wood chuck chuck...?"