[duceswild]

WHOO! So much excitement! At six thirty this morning I slipped into a very lucid dream. I participated for a moment in my subconcious mind's sillyness in idle amusement while pondering what I should do. After a few moments (who knows how long?) I pushed the dream away and woke myself up. I stared at the ceiling for a few moments before deciding I was in the perfect state of tiredness to attempt AP. So I felt my eyes close and focused on staying awake, going through my normal routine. Quicker than I could have hoped for I felt the beginning of vibrations. I focused on back of my eyelids very intently, knowing that I was soon going to be making out shapes as my Astral Sight has been developing through my spontainious OBEs as of late.... Suddenly I fell deeper into trance, felt the usual slight paralysis and everything around me became clear as I, for the first time EVER (it was so freaking cool) felt the conciousness shift described in ASTRAL DYNAMICS. I got up using a sort of a mix between grunt pushing and a Roll-out technique.

I found that I had lost ALL FEAR! I've had spontanious OBEs that scared the piss out of me, but this was different. I enjoyed this OBE so much more than others, but it was in a higher astral dimension than usual and I prefer to walk around the RTZ for now. However I would like to meet a guide when I mature in my Astral Practices.

I hovered around my residence for a little while, making it upstairs, I thoughtformed a few things and noted a few reality fluctuations.

The next time I try AP and suceed, I'm gonna have a goal or something. I'd like to visit friends, but "walking" there would take forever and I find myself having trouble with phasing through walls and stuff.... Grid travel seems a bit out of my reach currently.


OH! One more oddity! When I first exited my body, I was still experiencing vibrations throughout my energy body throughout the majority of this projection. Was this a result of the Mindsplit effect? Or what?