[Nmoitmzr]

I did not use this program but I remember myself not sleeping and being half awake at the same time in the middle of the night.Then I became aware of this and I could see in the dark but knowing 100% that my eyes were closed.Then I looked around the room and something slams really hard into me and I don't flinch but then I got this vision in my mind of this page from a book and it said "It's not everyday that you get to meet the golden one.Now, I think it meant my astral body but not sure.Also after this thing slammed into me I could feel something right next to me.Please help because this is not the first time it happened.Once it happened when I was wide awake trying to fall asleep and another time I remember seeing my body in bed and next to it and I mean right next to it was this light purple light body.This thing with the light body happened a long time ago but I thought it was a dream but I guess it was an obe.Please help !!!!!!

[Smittoh]

Hello, niki123.

What makes you so anxious for help? Are you afraid? Why are you afraid? Is there reason to be afraid? Did anything bad happen to you because of these events? Or something good?

Purple can be a color denoting spiritual development. An energy body perceived as mostly or primarily purple could denote an evolved person or being. Please feel free to delve into Aunt Clair's posts about colors and their meanings, like for starters here:

http://forums.astraldynamics.com/viewtopic.php?t=8934

(you could delve for different meanings of purple across the forum)

Purple is also associated with the Third Eye, see here:



Oliver

[strollerssfsfs]

I moved the topic since it's not about the program- CF

I did not use this program but I remember myself not sleeping and being half awake at the same time in the middle of the night.Then I became aware of this and I could see in the dark but knowing 100% that my eyes were closed.

This is called astral sight, a common precursor for OBE.
Then I looked around the room and something slams really hard into me and I don't flinch but then I got this vision in my mind of this page from a book and it said "It's not everyday that you get to meet the golden one. These 'book visions' are also common in the pre-or post projection state. I believe we get messages from the Akashic records at this state. Sometimes it's a book, sometimes a computer, sometimes a voice lecturing about something.
I think it meant my astral body but not sure.Also after this thing slammed into me I could feel something right next to me.Please help because this is not the first time it happened. I'm thinking that it was your own projected double coming back. It looks like your consciousness didn't go with it and stayed in your body so you had a 'dweller' experience.
Once it happened when I was wide awake trying to fall asleep and another time I remember seeing my body in bed and next to it and I mean right next to it was this light purple light body.This thing with the light body happened a long time ago but I thought it was a dream but I guess it was an obe.Please help !!!!!! Refer to Korpo's post, he's prob. right. Ok, he's right.

ps. If you don't know what the terms in blue are look them up in the AD Pedia.

[Nmoitmzr]

Thank you both for your responses.No, I am not afraid since I've had a spiritual awakening in June last year.I was just concerned that something slammed into me so forcefully while I was having an obe and the same thing happened while I was still awake.While I was still awake it felt like this energy was pushing against me trough my left side and at one point I told it to stop pushing into me because I needed to get some sleep.Was that my higher self or what.I've had lucid dreams since childhood which included jumping and flying from buildings,spinning and trowing wild animals into the air and premonitions .I am not familiar with lucid dreaming or obe.What I mean is that I've never studied it and it just happened.I even projected myself to see what my suposedly soulmate is doing and I don't know how I did it but I was meditating and I just willed myself to go to him.All I can say is that him and his sister were really surprised.I found myself in a small plane and they were outside and I opened the door to the side and I got out.I was completely lucid and I didn't even have to realize that I was dreaming so I assume that I projected myself there and it was in Europe.I thought that the thing that slammed into me was a bad thing.

[Smittoh]

I agree with CF.

One night I lay in my bed, I suddenly jerked awake. I heard the alarm clock ticking. The sound seemed to move. I could feel an energetic presence in the room, it felt a bit like a ray scanning. I could feel the presence moving closer, I thought I would be scanned, or the room would be scanned. It moved into my direction, and suddenly I felt a strong energy influxing me. I was quite agitated.

Later I realised that the alarm clock had not moved at all, but I still had heard it closer and closer. Why? Because I retained the hearing of my projected double in memory, who moved into the direction of the clock (which was from "his" position closer to me), while keeping the other experiences of my physical body.

It was verifiably the mind split Robert describes. It felt like a presence rushing into me, but the mind split made it very clear to me I became aware of myself "reentering".

Oliver