[VioletttaJosetta]

i stay here and find myself getting aggraveted at a lot of things... and all i might like to do would be to begin breaking all of my material i've, despite the fact that i dont actually have much. i find myself perhaps not wanting an automobile... Perhaps not attempting to work with a concept (income)... Perhaps not enjoying myself around other people who, I'm informed, appreciate my company... Personally I think sooo tired. i cant very my head. Nothing of the folks which are immediately around me can certainly help me emotionally. Many of them are strolling with blinders on (when I was previously). but, i also feel myself getting aggravated at myself. I do want to work, but there's no covering. Perhaps I have to spend some time in a depravation step or anything... i dont know. can some one at least place me in the best path and so I can free myself from these emotions?