[Necedofer]

Meditation isn't working so I'm sorta lost.

Hi Eli

We've all been there.

Have some trust (and instruction), 'cause when we think it isn't working, that is when the work is being done.

Endurance is your friend.

Any advise how to make this stop before it gets out of hand again?

It is only natural to think alot about life and everything at your age, and sometimes to feel lost or estranged.

If I were you, I wouldn't take it all too seriously: school, parents, society, gf, life, Buddhism.

When we look on ourself a few years from now, it won't seem all that important anymore.

But the essential things will find its way into ones heart, even if one doesn't expect it.

(Also, chemical imbalance may cause emotional imbalance, so if you haven't done it before, you should check with the doc.)

Greetings
nibbuti