[JimmyHas]

I only now stumbled upon this site and already I am deeply touched by the 'realness' of the posters. It is this sincerity that keeps me dreaming daily of the warm water, beautiful beaches, and so very lovely people I met in Thailand last spring. Right now I am listening to Sunshine Radio... Cinderella is singing a song that I have no idea what she is saying... but the sound her voice and the passion of the music is enough to take me there. I am an older farang, 52. I was married 19 years to a very beautiful american woman who decided to find a new guy at this stage of life. I did not go to Thailand the first time to meet Thai Lady, I went to meet a Russian, and it was nice, but it did not last. My memory of Thailand is so burned into my heart that I will never forget. Now I spend my free time searching for someone to talk with in the Thai chat rooms. I read and study the Thai Language. I listen to Thai Radio and Thai music. I think of the faces of the people I met there and the so very beautiful smiles and the beauty of the Thai Lady. I am not a 'dreamer' by my history, it is only now that I am so smitten by what seems like a dream. I can not describe the complexity of the magic that has been cast upon me. I never even heard of a King before now I want only to please him. When I go about my life in America, I think of the time of day in Krueng Thep, or the tide in Phuket. I wonder if I can ever be worthy to find a wife in a land where every face is that of an Angel, where very dawn is filled with the sound of songbirds and every night is lit by the brightest stars in heaven. To those of you who have found this heaven... I envy you, I applaud you, and I wish you much happiness. And to the wondrous, beautiful People Of Thailand... thank you... for a glimpse of Paradise...