[wizardasa]

Hello everyone, my name is ian, i am 32 from england, i know this is not the place for introductions but it has took some courage to write one post.

I am sorry for taking so much time of those who read this but i am a bit worried.

It started when i downloaded a goal-setting ebook collection from mininova, within this pack was an intro to AP by abislek agarwal. It spoke about being able to fly and awoke old dream feelings of doing just that, i read this book that night and the following day, totally consumed all day by this new idea. I had no idea what astral projection was before. I decided to try it (day 2). It was amazing and i can honestly say that i knew my life would be different from that moment on, an unusual feeling for a plasterer with his feet firmly in the physical world! There is no doubt it was not a dream. After a while i pushed my face through a window and saw someone stood outside, not good, i became very tired and scared, it all went very dark, so i returned to my body.

Again sorry for the long post but what follows is the problem, i thought it would be useful to express my inexperience first. The person outside scared me and i had just started reading Astral Dynamics by ROBERT BRUCE (why i am posting here), i searched the word fear through the document and came across the concept of creating a sword (THANK GOD) I came to terms with my fear because of this book, thankyou. A few days later i tried again (daytime! lol.coward). My whole body tensed up and i became fearful so stopped. I had decided that whatever the figure was i was not going to be bullied.

Fast forward two weeks--I had been having some lucid dreams but had made no attempt to project, realising i could but knew i was not ready or knowledgable enough. I had returned from iceland and was very tired sat on my laptop, fell asleep and "fell out" my body onto the floor, knew i was exhausted so went back in and off to bed, lay on my side as i believed this would stop projection, fool!.
I became aware as i left my body and felt good so floated off and went for a fly, really happy and returned to my bedroom. Was feeling some interferance being close to my body so floated out the bedroom and out the back door, as i pushed through there was something to my right that let out an almighty bark, which scared me, i floated upwards and away, as i was entering somehere~#? I was pulled back down to my bedroom by some sort of fear/emergency#? All went very dark,cold and scary, the thing that was by my back door attacked me by putting its arms and legs around me from behind and biting me, i was getting very weak and collapsed onto the floor with this thing on my back and me screaming for it to get off, it felt as if i was dying.
I knew i needed to see it and as i thought this all my walls were mirrors and it was lighter! MAD! To my surprise, in the mirror in front of me i saw a tall shadow stood watching the whole thing behind me. At this point i knew it was do or die. This all happened very, very quickly. I dont know why but a sword appeared on the floor (dont remember thinking of it) in front of me and in one fluid movement using the mirrors i grabbed the sword from the floor, spun around and chopped the slag between the shoulder and head, right in the neck!! This little goblin/demon thing that was on my back legged it behind the curtains, i could see the bulge and sense its fear as i was stabbing at them with my sword but not sure if i had it or not? dont think so.
I returned to my bedroom very shaken and upset, looking in the mirror at my astral body i had a strange lump on my head, like an upside down eagle beak in the middle of my forehead! Also i had black writing all over my skull, nasty looking. I turned to my girlfriend and asked her what it said in total shock by now, she said "pukey" , there were other words which i am sure whre equally offensive. The bastards had been drawing on me!!
I then opened my eyes and was in my normal body, i know it was not a dream as there was not any gap in conciousness at all. I was both shocked and in a great deal of pain where this thing had bitten me!! This i find the most worrying aspect as i had no idea i could transfer wounds and it lasted for two days.
There is no doubt in my mind that the little beast was waiting for me to sleep or return? I had been in iceland for 4 days, The other thing i would like to add is that since then 27/01. I have remembered other occasions of attacks, long forgotten. Needless to say i have not projected since as i know something is still on my case, i have felt its presence while awake, also i have had it effect my dreams on a number of occasions since, going from happy normal dream to feelings of embarressment,fear,shame e.t.c
There is alot more that has happened since, some really strange things. but this post is huge already, hopefully if you have read this far you will understand all of it was neccessary.

Someone or something has been helping me since and there have been the craziest coincidences and i can now see what i think are auras.
I dont know what to do?How do i stop it? What happened? What it was? Why me? The writing? The lump? What next? is it normal? I really need some help please, please.
I swear i have not made one word of this up and could not if i tried.