[wizardasa]

Thankyou rick, for your time and honesty, today i had an algiz tatoo on my neck! Let it sneak up from behind now......... I have come to realize that whatever it may be (internal / external), its goal is to inhibit my spiritual growth, not something i can accept. Maybe the ego does not wish to perish? maybe i am somethings only source of life? Time will tell.

I will follow your advice fully rick, as it makes perfect sense to me, in return may i suggest you try some tiger nut milk, on first use i could actually feel what i now know to be chakras opening, twisting and re-aligning. The latin name is cyperus rotundus or rotundas.. Its used here in england for fishing bait!! If you would like some and are having trouble aquiring let me know and i will post you some.(no cost).

I have tried imagining a bubble of light but struggle in knowing whether i have been successful if you know what i mean? Should i feel or see it?

One thing i would like to add for those people reading this who are trying to lift the veil. Please do not be put off by my experience, it is something i have caused myself due to MY negative actions over many years previously The awakening, awe, knowing, and massaging of my soul far outways the pain of confronting a bully. I am sure the harshness of this lesson will be contrasted by the majesty of knowledge one day.

I have found this book shined a light for me. scribd.com/doc/7294255/Psychic-Self-Defense-Spiritual-Prescriptions

Thankyou both again for the sound advice.