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Old 11-08-2007, 01:20 AM   #25
KeettyGlots

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I wasn't going to bring this up, because it was not a happy time in my life, but since everyone keeps talking about it...

I had a lot of trouble in the months leading up to 9/11. Severe panic attacks where I would just lay on the floor and think "death, death, death." It felt like I was being pulled into a black hole. All I could see were people being crushed. I thought someone close to me was about to die. My friends were nervous it might be them. I nearly became agoraphobic where I couldn't go too far from home, was scared of new places. I felt my world closing in around me. Soon, I knew I would be one of those people too scared to leave their own home. Thank god for the Attacking Anxiety program. It fixed me.

After that, I had a very disturbing lucid dream about 9/11. I could see the victims boarding the planes. As their physical bodies were walking onto the ramp, their souls were turning around almost backwards in their bodies and waving goodbye. Because they knew they were going to die. Not only that, but the crash victims were proud. This was a big honor, to be one of the ones chosen to die. They had competed for the privilege. And boarding that plane to their deaths was their souls equivalent of having a metal pinned to their chest. So - it's like the terrorists got it backward. It's not those who crashed the plane who became saints, but their victims.

This dream was not a pleasant one. I was absolutely horrified to see those people willingly marching to their deaths. It's like they were sacrificing themselves.
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