[PickEmUp]

What I miss:
-Wendy's, Burger King, and Taco Bell...the holy trinity. (I was an addict, though, it was uncontrollable, and that's why I don't fit it into my life at all)
-Ice cream (I ate so my ice cream with my ex, wow, it was insane)
-Not having to spend my night preparing food for the next day, knowing there's someone in a uniform that will do that when I pull up D: lol

What I don't miss:
-Seeing my reflection anywhere and blushing IMMEDIATELY because I was amorphous.
-Having my weight start with a 2
-Being at JC Penney trying on winter coats and not a SINGLE fucking one of them fitting.
-Knowing there wasn't much I could wear; that I could never wear light colors or a skirt or heels.
-Knowing no guys were ever looking at me, and knowing a lot people probably felt sorry for me
-Tugging on my clothes 24/7 to cover my gut (I still do this, but not as much lol)
-Like Natasha said, being in a room and being the biggest one...always a horrible feeling.
-I had this phantom rib pain that tormented me daily, and it went away when I lost the weight, plus my knees clicked
-Worrying about becoming diabtetic
-Swimming I still miss it. I haven't gone swimming in 12 years and it's my number one favorite passtime.

What I look forward to in continued weight loss:
-Actually, maybe, just maybe, feeling.......hmm....slightly sexy???????? Could it happen? We shall see!
-Wearing whatever the figgedy fuck I want. Period. Bam. Suck it.
-Not having bulges, being comfortable with my shape
-Maybe one day being the fittest girl in a room!
-If I get a wedding, maybe looking pretty then