[shenacatro]

I have manic depression and bipolar. I suffer from suicidal intent. I'm a lot more fucked up than I let on or people really understand. I hate stupid doctors and I am going to have to start trying to ween myself off my meds here because I'm running out. I'm really looking forward to it, since I was just a beaming ray of sunshine the last few times I've forgotten or opted not to take them for a few days.

i have homicidal intent. it's horrible. especially when i have impulsivity. when your white hot angry and those thoughts pop in my head it takes everything not to kill someone sometimes. being impulsive sucks when you're surrounded by idiots who get off on being rude to everyone.