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Redrocks, I know just how you feel. I'm in and have been in the exact same boat several times. Every time I start my weight loss journey, I say never again and then end up doing it all over again. Food is an addiction for me and I am so sick of the control it has over my life! I did hcg about a year a go, was very sucessful and then went back to my old habits and gained most (not all) back. One thing it did do for me though is through making my own meals, it started me to think of food a little differently and get used to cooking more healthy. It has been and is definitely a journey for me and I do believe that I am making progress evolving into someone who will be able to make better choices in the future and hopefully, won't let my eating get so out of hand. Understanding that I will still make mistakes, but being able to correct those mistakes instead of continuing down the same old destructive path. Oh how I long to be "normal" when it comes to my relationship with food and eating! I've always felt that if I could just get control of this part of my life that it would make the other parts of my life so much better.