[Unakjyfk]

well, it's easy to be rude on a forum, but you need to remember that we are actually people..

anyway regarding hating yourself...you need to wrok this out for yourself. clinging on to us as your last hope is nonsense. this way of life is actually easy, and you can do it - just need to learn it, and keep at it. as for your self-hatred, we can;'t help with that, except i would say look to the Lord for that sort of help, but hating yourself won't help with anything...

gotta go - that was disjointed i know, but it's been a hard day...
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