[TeemFilla]

"Anyways, Im sure you've all heard enough of me like everybody else in my so called life. "

Hey... stop it. You're feeling rotten right now, but honestly... this is about what you've been eating (and NOT eating) and has nothing to do with YOU the PERSON. You sound like a person of extremes. Extremely in control, or extremely out of control. Extremely happy, extremely unhappy. How about you stick around... learn about Atkins... see if it's something you think you could do "right"? Give it a real chance to work. And while you're at it, give yourself a break. What would you tell your very best friend if he/she was feeling the way you are right now? Would you call him/her names? Agree with that he/she was a "loser"... make the person feel worse? Of course not, so do NOT do that to yourself. Be your own best friend in your own time of need.

You can do this. You can get through this and find success. I know you can. But you gotta stay HERE for us to help you.

I'm gone until tomorrow night (just checking in on you b'fore I left) so don't worry if you don't hear from me. I'll be back. YOU hang in there. Get some perspective, do some reading and cut yourself some slack.

Tril