[scewDeasp]

What a shame that one has to play dumb in so many areas of life nowadays. not just jury selection.

I'm not that smart, but when I do have to act dumb just to get to the outcome I need to , it is a disgusting feeling really.

I feel stifled by my surroundings and peoples thoughts, ideas, opinions their truths, make me nervous and I have a big mouth so I literally have to say in my head over and over....
shutup, shutup don't say it. dont say it.

Even my husband will look at me knowing what I'm thinking and kinda shake his head a little, like shhh, just go with da flow.

UGH !!!!!! Frustrating !