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Last night, I dreamed about Tinkerbell... every time I woke up, I kept expecting to stop dreaming.. soon as I am asleep again, they start back.. all morning I've been thinking about her.. I went outside to put something in my van and heard her bark.. I know she's gone, but I looked everywhere for her anyways.. no dog in site!! It's odd because I could feel her there.. I kept expecting her to jump out from somewhere.. it's so stupid, because I know she's gone! even now, as I am sitting here, I got this feeling that I should be outside looking for her..

She's been gone.. gosh 2 1/2 yrs or so.. so why am I still missing her so much that I can still feel her!? There are times when I drive down the road over by my friends where Bandit got hit and I find myself looking for him.. but I understand that because I was not there when he passed.. so a part of me wants to think they just let him go or something.. and lied to me about it (stupid - I know)!! but still, I understand why I feel that way, because I was not there!! but Tink, I was.. There is no way, she is out there!!