[Apparpsmose]

Losing our Trouble didn't affect me very well. We lost him so suddenly. I guess deep down I'm scared that if we leave her I'll come back and she will have gotten sick or worse. Or she won't have been taken care of and she will be a wreck. I'm so scared I'm going to lose her which is totally irrational because she is a very healthy dog. But I guess Trouble made me see just how fragile life is.