If this game was easy, everybody would be on tour. It takes years to get good at it, and even then sometimes it is a complete mess. The goal should be more about having fun at any stage.
If you are thinking that at some time in the near future your whole game will come together all at the same time, you are setting your self for a rude awakening. Sure there will be days where you will play better than others, but as far as having your complete game, hitting on all cylinders at the same time, well, you are probably a ways off. Even the big money pros can't do it consistently, every week, and for some, usually not for 4 straight rounds.