Well umar, yes it is me, my wife want to do hajj but i fear that the barbaric law of islam might take my life. So i need to know the specific verdict on it. If u see all of my thread in this forum, i do not argue with any one, i try to find the information. Arguing with fan of Hitler is useless, he will never see the bad side of Hitler ever. So when u ask me about my personal matter in two of my post, i took the choice to let you know. I left islam five years ago. The girl i love is a muslim and i told her that her marriage with me according to islamic believe is nullified. So u can stay with me on mutual trust and on a relation based on love and care for each other. She choose it, recently she want to do hajj, so i need to know the law of shariah. And if u ask me what is my educational level on islam, i can tell u that it is not much but it is also not less, i memorized the complete quran so i know quran by heart. then i have taken ifta course, i don know what u call it, people who finish studying ifta can give fatwa. I have twisted many fatwa here in my country to save many peoples life in many ways. I knew what is the verdict on this matter, there are many ways to look on it. But any way, now i can show my wife that yes my life will be on threat if i go these countries. I told her to go with his father or wait until my child become adult. I gave my family the freedom of believe, but i try to teach them to accept thing which is possible to verify.