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**Meowmeowz** · 09-03-2012, 11:21 PM

No apologies necessary! we are all here to help each other inshallah. Honestly, i have ocd but not in that way. The only thing i can tell you is no one is going to just come and hurt your family unless allah swt wills it. If he does not will it then it will not happen, no matter how hard or scared you fell about it happening. what do you mean for their own benefit? also, why would they lie to you? like for what reasons do you think they are lying to you about?

jazakallah khair sis.

I don't mean strangers will just come and hurt us, lol. I can't explain properly. Just thoughts in my head all the time. I guess its because we have through alot in the past. and its only natural to have ones guard up? but its getting excessive now. For example, I think my sister lies to me? I have to concrete evidence? IF she is too nice to me, I think she wants something in return? Thats just one example at home. At work, I feel my team mates don't want me in their team or always talking about me 'behind' my back and they have never given me a reason to? In short, I feel these 'suspicions' and 'paranoias' are just there from Shaytaan to break relationships? Does that make sense

Either its shaytaan or I'm going crazy. I wasn't like this before and I don't like thinking ill of ppl all the time. Theres a part of me that is becoming judgmental and I trying to fight this as much as I can, before it becomes as strong as my paranoia. Think I'll go crazy literally if this keeps up.

09-03-2012, 11:21 PM	#22
Meowmeowz Join Date Oct 2005 Posts 475 Senior Member	No apologies necessary! we are all here to help each other inshallah. Honestly, i have ocd but not in that way. The only thing i can tell you is no one is going to just come and hurt your family unless allah swt wills it. If he does not will it then it will not happen, no matter how hard or scared you fell about it happening. what do you mean for their own benefit? also, why would they lie to you? like for what reasons do you think they are lying to you about? jazakallah khair sis. I don't mean strangers will just come and hurt us, lol. I can't explain properly. Just thoughts in my head all the time. I guess its because we have through alot in the past. and its only natural to have ones guard up? but its getting excessive now. For example, I think my sister lies to me? I have to concrete evidence? IF she is too nice to me, I think she wants something in return? Thats just one example at home. At work, I feel my team mates don't want me in their team or always talking about me 'behind' my back and they have never given me a reason to? In short, I feel these 'suspicions' and 'paranoias' are just there from Shaytaan to break relationships? Does that make sense Either its shaytaan or I'm going crazy. I wasn't like this before and I don't like thinking ill of ppl all the time. Theres a part of me that is becoming judgmental and I trying to fight this as much as I can, before it becomes as strong as my paranoia. Think I'll go crazy literally if this keeps up.
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