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Wa 'alaikum assalam wa rahmatullah dear sister,

First and foremost inshaa Allah, do sincere sincere tawbah. Ask Allah to give you hatred of this sin.

Then while you are doing that make a firm intention that you are now going to improve your condition inshaa Allah. Of course it might be hard at first, but slowly you will see that inshaa Allah it will get easier.

Wassalam.

JazakAllah Khair for the reply. Oh Insha Allah I'll repent again sis. But I'm beginning to feel like a real hypocrite too when I'm repenting I can even hear myself repeat te same words I've done before and I just feel so ashamed thinking how can I repent yet again after saying those things and knowing I shouldn't.

I know that's just shaytan so Insha Allah I'm going to try my best. Each time I've made a firm intention and Dua that from this very moment on I'm changing my behaviour. And then I slip up and go through the same thing again