Because she keeps telling me to get a boyfriend. It's not really her fault though because they were brought up being encouraged to get boyfriends so they can get married so it's now within our generation people are beginning to realise our culture and things we were taught aren't Islamic. So I can understand my mom because for generations that's how it was done so she and that generation doesn't understand how wrong it is. But I was really out of line though telling her that she is the reason no one likes her etc. and yelling at her about money. Im lying in my room trying to understand just what happened. I just hate myself so much. I wish I could go and just talk to my mom and tell her I'm sorry. I'm seen as a bad smell and I deserve it. I don't what came over me. I feel like when things go wrong that upset me and I try to keep calm it all explodes and goes horribly wrong. I recently fell out with some of my long term close friends so right now I've got friends but no one to really talk to. And definitely I don't want badly about my mom to anyone who knows her. It's a long story with my old friends. I've tried to patch things up but it didn't work. I can't even express how lonely I feel but then I know Allah is always with you. but how can I expect good things after just shouting at my Mother???! I have no right and my sister just told me too I was really wrong and went too far!