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**BritneySpearsFun@@@** · 09-03-2012, 11:21 PM

I dunno myself. lol.. Did you listen to the vid?

Yes and it was amazing. Had me crying half way through. I understand that this is a test, like my problem... but going and 3-4 years now and I've only seen moderate improvement in things, no matter how hard I try. I do think like "since I got OCD, I've been really obsessed about Islam" so the more I obsess, the more I've been learning, but I feel underneath, I'm obsessing over obligations and less on making Allah happy.

IDK what I'm saying... I feel really defective and feel like I need to submit myself into a mental hospital place for a week or something.

Anyway thanks man, that video did lift up my spirit a little bit. Hope I can get some more input from others. Fajr just took like 40 minutes... and I'm already dreading about even waking up today because of Zhur and Asr.

09-03-2012, 11:21 PM	#6
BritneySpearsFun@@@ Join Date Oct 2005 Posts 435 Senior Member	I dunno myself. lol.. Did you listen to the vid? Yes and it was amazing. Had me crying half way through. I understand that this is a test, like my problem... but going and 3-4 years now and I've only seen moderate improvement in things, no matter how hard I try. I do think like "since I got OCD, I've been really obsessed about Islam" so the more I obsess, the more I've been learning, but I feel underneath, I'm obsessing over obligations and less on making Allah happy. IDK what I'm saying... I feel really defective and feel like I need to submit myself into a mental hospital place for a week or something. Anyway thanks man, that video did lift up my spirit a little bit. Hope I can get some more input from others. Fajr just took like 40 minutes... and I'm already dreading about even waking up today because of Zhur and Asr.
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