@Zahid and Maripat. Ok...ok....jazakAllah for showing so much concern for a nobody like me. Thank you Zahid,you are lovely and loving.....JazakAllah. hiso,I don,t mind him; But,you Maripat,we expect a lot from you.You have created a halo around you,not deliberately,but through your very high calibre intellectual and academic discussions.Such high standards are difficult to create,but even more difficult to maintain,as expectations become very high,sometimes un-realistically so ,even suffocating for the person concerned. Anyway,I thank you again for your kind words. I will inshaAllah keep learning from you. Our Shaikh RA used to recite these verses often: "Kabhi bhool kar kisi se na karo sulook esa Ke jo tujh se koi karta,tumhe nagawar hota" I wish,I could learn enough from him,but I was a "Ghabi" student. Unlike the traditional way of making bayat,he just asked me for three things to do bayat upon: 1)that I would like the same things for every Muslim which I like for myself 2)That I will spare every Muslim from the harm of my hands and Tongue,and 3)that I will keep serving the humanity to the best of my abilities. I said " InshaAllah".... And he accepted me in his bayat.This saying inshaAllah saved my neck,otherwise,since then,my bayat would have been broken many times,as I could not sincerely act upon any of the three promises I made. I apologise to you and hiso for being harsh in my words,I hope you will accept my apologies.