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**ulnanVti** · 01-24-2011, 02:35 AM

MrFun - I've had suicidal thoughts. Been with me since I got bullied throughout primary(elementary) and high school. Started having psychotic episodes about 2 years ago, ended up in hospital with a diagnosis of schitzophrenia, which is a later addition to ADD, PTSD, and Aspergers. In reality it isn't death I want, it's more a f**king break from all this stress and sh*t I go through. I want peace, happiness, maybe even a decent sleep, as I have vivid dreams every night. I'm on Valium, Prozac, Seroquel, Invega and Ativan. Still get anxious most days even with those drugs in me. So even though I may not be going through the exact same sh*t as you've been, if you need someone to talk to I know a number of groups on livejournal, and you can talk to me if you'd like too. I hope you feel better soon, just soldier on. Pray, know that you're loved by God (Jesus did die for everyone anyhow), and have an infinite source of love whenever you need it. I wish you well - MattBowron.

PS: My apologies for those who dislike Christianity.

01-24-2011, 02:35 AM	#5
ulnanVti Join Date Oct 2005 Posts 564 Senior Member	MrFun - I've had suicidal thoughts. Been with me since I got bullied throughout primary(elementary) and high school. Started having psychotic episodes about 2 years ago, ended up in hospital with a diagnosis of schitzophrenia, which is a later addition to ADD, PTSD, and Aspergers. In reality it isn't death I want, it's more a f*king break from all this stress and sht I go through. I want peace, happiness, maybe even a decent sleep, as I have vivid dreams every night. I'm on Valium, Prozac, Seroquel, Invega and Ativan. Still get anxious most days even with those drugs in me. So even though I may not be going through the exact same sh*t as you've been, if you need someone to talk to I know a number of groups on livejournal, and you can talk to me if you'd like too. I hope you feel better soon, just soldier on. Pray, know that you're loved by God (Jesus did die for everyone anyhow), and have an infinite source of love whenever you need it. I wish you well - MattBowron. PS: My apologies for those who dislike Christianity.
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