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I feel like I've only been a tourist in the world of Buddha and I am ready to live there. I want to practice Buddhism in a more structured way and really concentrate on the fundamentals, I feel what little wisdom I have learnt is fragmented and I don't know how to use it properly. I would really appreciate a link to a site or any books I should buy with all the teachings necessary to following the Buddhas path.

I actively attempted mindfulness in my everyday life yesterday, but I kept getting lost in the fog of thought. A good way of describing it is like feeling really tired and you try so hard to stay awake, but you keep falling asleep. Until you actually try and live in the moment you just don't realise how hard it is. I know I should start practising meditation, but I can't seem to find the right time at the moment. If anyone could teach me a walking meditation it would be much appreciated.

I just need a push in the right direction please